Only tat person will understand why i am writing tis .

人生每个时期的痛苦,
是当下都是真實的,
没有人喜欢折磨自己,
让自己堕落,
可是你知道吗,

身体的痛苦比心里的痛苦容易承...

I'm glad tat u still accept the 无理 de request.
Although i migt mean nth much to you , but it meant alot to me.
What i writen on the top is not an excuse ,
But instead the real reason of why i did that .

i'm all alone in the big city ,
Being thrown away like any empty can .
If love is love till we know each other till we know everything about each other ,
then let's sleep forever , till the skys fall , the earth crumble.
and we won't be apart.

i wished upon the moon for countless night.
why does we have to part ?
why does parting destory what we have build up ,
why dd parting destory even the wornout hear that shines ?

Melancholically fleeting thoughts
on this tragedy night .

Joyce