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The type of feeling , where u dun even know why will happen to u .And the people closet to you is Making fun of it. The type of feeling like you want to die as soon as possible , so that no one will see that ugly side of you , but you can't just lay down and die. The type of feeling where , you can't tell anyone cause you are afraid that they will make fun of it, when even the closest one to you are already making fun of you. Just who can understand the feeling ? The feeling of lost , not knowing what to do , the feeling of trying to laugh , when deep down i am hurting. Can't i just Drop down and die ? here am i trying to laugh , does anyone take notice to it ?

With that type of heading, smart one will know i am not feelin good . Did nth much todae , went to temple pray tat all . Thou did nth much todae , but a few things happen within in my family .

Tat the reason , i hate goin out to have lunch wif them , hates goin out wif them . dun blame me for hating to go out wif u ppl. Is wad u ppl do , make me dam FUCKING piss off. Sometime wanna play , play wif a limit . There is a limit to everything. Once u step onto my line , u dun blame me for blowing up . u dun blame me for being no manners. Wad abbt u ? have u gt any manners or respect for me ?

You think is fun , but i dun think it is. Wann give a try on ur own medicine ? Things are changin , dun push the blame to me if there is a dae something happen to u ppl.

Sorry , baby , i could meet you after work , coze i had something on . And wasn't feeling good , as u can see my whole post todae seems so serious , seems so solem bah. Cya on mondae bah.