I'm Just Unmature

2008-09-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

I have shifted to tis blog >>>>>> Http://unmature17.blogspot.com

Please Relink and do drop by often .....

2008-09-26T09:02:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthdae !!!!!

Edwin & Joyce ( me ) >.<

Hope both can pass O lvl and Carry onto the course we each want to take bah !

2008-09-11T02:49:00.000-07:00

This is seriously gettin on my nerves , The blog does not allow me to edit my post !!!! ROARS !!!!!

Nvm , i shall create a new blog , to be part of my own birthdae present * pamper myself * And also to allow is blogto be part of the memories i have when i am 16 yr old .

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Didn't attend sch , coze didn't want to , simple , short and sweet . dun want to type anymore le , later cannot edit , sian diao ....

so long people , tat all for now !

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i hope u can choose the right choice and go into singapore de basketball team , and as for her , is realli up to her , like i say there are onli 2 possibility of why she did so . And i can see u realli Love her , but things dun always go our way , isn't it ?

Cheer up yeah ! ~~wo shi wei le ni , tat why todae nv attend sch de hor , so that u can call me andcha ur xin shi and also gt anything can just call me , dun need to wait for my reply . Touched ?~~

2008-09-10T08:46:00.000-07:00

dumb msn cannot log in , blogger also dun noe wad the fuck happened , cannot up load picture.
i'm happy after seeing the photo , i realli am ,
at least i look better than her ! That a sure thing .

wad ever is it, i dun care liao narh , left 1 mth onli ,
1 mth later jue O lvl liao ,
after o lvl i just want to travel , do the stuff i like liao narh . ~~nt goin to care abt bgr affairs le , have also like tt , dun have also like tat~~
* heard my mother want to go HK , shopping time *

and i have decided to let him go and be part of my memories le ,
as it is just too harsh and a torture for me to keep on holdin hopes and let it drop all the way down again .

My CCA point are C6 , weets , means i gt bouns 1 point. And also i'm happy thou i failed my maths prelim , but i know where i went wrong , and stuff. Chem practical is the best , 0 marks , even thou i got attempt and gt a few ticks , but these ticks not enough to be counted as 1 mark .

Yes , i will still think and miss you ,
But the total amt of time me missing you each day will decrease
As time takes a stroll on me .

2008-09-07T06:17:00.000-07:00

I hate my sister
i know i have say alot of time le , who ask her to keep on irrate me !

if she dun irrate me , will i even hate her in the first place ? She just a fuckin poser !
everything i want , she want , everything YES EVERYTHING !! i mean it , she just want everything i have , and if she dun get it she will come up with means to spoil mine , so that i won't have it .

Even things she dun need , she also want to go fight for one . Which like WTF . for example , i got an walkman ~~i know is a vry good example~~ she also want to get one , when my parents got for her , what she do? She left the whole walkman to ROT ! she just leave it there to allow dust to settle there . When asked why she never use , she give lame ans , like Oh i nt like jie jie download songs and burn them into CDS ! WTF

And if get the upperhand she nt happy go complain and expect the same treatment as me . Hello , I deserve on how am i suppose to be treated . So wad if daddy gave me 200 dollars ? I didn't beg him to give me , i didn't licks his boots ~~* unlike wen hong *~~ U want then u Go do wad wen did narh , go lick his Ass and see how much he give u narh ! dumb ass

Pls get tis clear , the WORLD IS NV FAIR , AND IT NEVER WILL !! Is Up to one to know How to apperciate What he or she is given . I dun think u ever will . So if u dun know wad is apperciate , dun expect the same treatment to be given to you . ~~* if still dun understand go check the dictionary @ http://www.dictionary.com/ *~~

I just brought a box of chocolate and a tub of ice cream , she went to eat it up !!! WTF nor , when asked her , she gave me the reason that anything that is in the fridge is suppose to be shared and i also nv write my name on it. fucking bitch .

She want anything , i help her talk to my mother , coze that time i short of cash , then lend from her 25 dollars , i rmb DAM CLEARLY she SAY GIVE ME THE 25 BUCKS !!!! And she say she will keep her mouth shut abt it .

* 4 days later *

She came to me and ask me for it , claim she nv say that at all , she say all the while she say is lend me 25 dollars. i told her will return her soon . *Dun even know what is in her head , if i have enough cash do u think i will need to lend it from her ? somemore 4 days later u want me to return * She did it on purpose and remind me on dinner time , when my mother was around. i onli ans yeah , WTF SHE SAY TO KEEP HER MOUTH SHUT DE NOR !

IN THE NUTSHELL , MY SISTER IS JUST A COPYCAT , EVERYTHING I HAVE , I WANT SHE ALSO WANT TO GET IT , REGARDLESS IF SHE NEEDS IT OR NOT , SHE JUST WANT TO HAVE THE SAME THINGS AS ME. wad a loser !

2008-09-04T09:50:00.000-07:00

i'm tired of all these shit man. seriously .
ever since i am back from japan , nth seems to work out well for me . nth at all .
Forget it le narh , perhaps is just my fault for lovin you in the first place.

Now in my hp gt alot of picture which i am dam lazy to post online . here . Shall Try to post them Asap . * What to look out for , afew picture from japan , afew picture from the matsuri , afew from the trip i have to the merlion there ... *

glad to meet up with a few of my friends , ex specially kenny , jia ming ( the small boy ) eric and gene. Currently , now, i my life will go around these 3 things , Circus , Cosplay and my Band . I am so nt goin to Care abt the other stuff le . Especially BGR affair man . They sucks the THE CORE man . i must better place my time and energy on something else which won't hurt me .

Recently gt into watchi Drama , guess tat is the best way to take my mind off the man things renovolting around me . This holidae , been to many places tgt wif my family .

I WANT AN ELECTRIC GUITAR And A Waloli !!!!!

When Things Remain The Same ,
Nothing Around You Changes,
The Onli Changes You Experience Is That
The Important Person You Once Had Is Gone And the Surrounding Start To Turn Into Stranger .....

2008-08-10T04:45:00.000-07:00

Only tat person will understand why i am writing tis .

人生每个时期的痛苦,
是当下都是真實的,
没有人喜欢折磨自己,
让自己堕落,
可是你知道吗,

身体的痛苦比心里的痛苦容易承...

I'm glad tat u still accept the 无理 de request.
Although i migt mean nth much to you , but it meant alot to me.
What i writen on the top is not an excuse ,
But instead the real reason of why i did that .

i'm all alone in the big city ,
Being thrown away like any empty can .
If love is love till we know each other till we know everything about each other ,
then let's sleep forever , till the skys fall , the earth crumble.
and we won't be apart.

i wished upon the moon for countless night.
why does we have to part ?
why does parting destory what we have build up ,
why dd parting destory even the wornout hear that shines ?

Melancholically fleeting thoughts
on this tragedy night .

Joyce

2008-08-10T04:39:00.000-07:00

Guys are Full Of a Packs Of lie...
All Those Promiss ,How Many Of them Can i Believe ?
I've nth to my name now ,
I dun see the point of goin on ,
life is as bleak as it once was.

i shule be happy that i have passed that ordeal , how come i aren't ?
After that opt , i am so goin to leave everything to fate,
i dun see the point of fight so hard to get what i want ,
And in the end , lossing everything i once had and also nv get wad i want.

i'm just goin to live each day as it pass ,
doin nth of much meaningful in the comin days i have .
* must better go and die rite ? wad for waste the earth resources - well tat depends on when the death god want to take me *
AND I WILL NOT BE A CLOUCH POTATO ,
I"M SO NOT GOIN TO GROW 100KG OR EVEN 200KG .
AND BE CALLED FAT

walkng on the Meaningless road....

斷點Duan Dian(Breaking Point)
作詞：張敬軒　作曲：張敬軒 (Composed and written by Hins Cheung)

靜靜地陪你走了好遠好遠
Jing jing de pei ni zou le hao yuan hao yuan
(I silently walk along with you for a long way)

連眼睛紅了都沒有發現
Lian yan jing hong le dou mei you fa xian
(I don’t even notice that my eyes have gone red)

聽著你說你現在的改變
Ting zhe ni shuo ni xian zai de gai bian
(Listening to you telling your recent changes)

看著我依然最愛你的笑臉
Kan zhe wo yi ran zui ai ni de xiao lian
(Looking at my favorite smiling face of yours)

連這條舊路依然沒有改變
Lian zhe tiao jiu lu yi ran mei you gai bian
(This road hasn’t change since)

以往的每次路過都是晴天
Yi wang de mei ci lu guo dou shi qing tian
(It was sunny everytime I passed by)

想起我們有過的從前
Xiang qi wo men you guo de cong qian
(Recalling the past that we had)

淚水就一點一點開始蔓延
Lei shui jiu yi dian yi dian kai shi man yan
(My tears start streaming down)

我轉過我的臉　不讓你看見
Wo zhuan guo wo de lian / Bu rang ni kan jian
(I turn away my face, not to let you see)

深藏的暗湧已經越來越明顯
Shen cang de an yong yi jing yue lai yue ming xian
(My inner feelings start to burst out)

過完了今天　就不要再見面
Guo wan le jin tian / Jiu bu yao zai jian mian
(After today, don’t we see each other)

我害怕每天醒來想你好幾遍
Wo hai pa mei tian xing lai xiang ni hao ji bian
(Because I’m afraid that I’ll miss you everytime I wake up)

我吻過你的臉　你雙手曾在我的雙肩
Wo wen guo ni de lian / Ni shuang shou ceng zai wo de shuang jian
(I kissed your face before, your hands had been on my shoulder)

感覺有那麼甜　我那麼依戀
Gan jue you na me tian / Wo na me yi lian
(How sweet it was and how much I miss it)

每當我閉上眼　我總是可以看見
Mei dang wo bi shang yan / Wo zong shi ke yi kan jian
(Everytime I close my eyes, I can see)

失信的諾言全部都會實現
Shi xin de nuo yan quan bu dou hui shi xian
(that all the false promise are actually true)

我吻過你的臉　你已經不在我的身邊雖然你不在我的身邊
Wo wen guo ni de lian / Ni yi jing bu zai wo de shen bian / Sui ran ni bu zai wo de shen bian
(I kissed your face before, but now you’re not with me / Even though you’re not with me)

我還是祝福你過得好一點
Wo hai shi zhu fu ni guo de hao yi dian
(I still wish that you are happy)

短開的感情線　我不要做斷點
Duan kai de gan qing xian / Wo bu yao zuo duan dian
(Our relationship breaks, yet I don’t want to be the breaking point)

只想在睡前　再聽見你的　蜜語甜言
Zhi xiang zai shui qian / Zai ting jian ni de / Mi yu tian yan
(What I wish is only to hear your sweet words before I sleep)

2008-07-20T02:32:00.000-07:00

Been a million years since i last give a post hur ? sorry , but yeah tis post is not goin to be a post abbt how well i am doin and all those stuff ...

Just wad the fuck have i done to deserve all this shit man . I dun think i derserve all this shit man . I HATE 2008 tis year , why must i have my O lvl in tis year ? why must he be enlisted in tis year ? why can't they fuckin understand wad i goin on ? why am i always the one in fault ? why am i crying over him ? why am i so affected by the things he does ? Why am i so concern over his matter ? Why can't i chose to hack care abbt stuff ? why i can't lead a life i lead last year ? why i can't i lead a fuck care attitude life ? why is he doin all these to me ? why are my they nagin more than ever ? why are they so freakin concern over wad i want to work as when i grow up , when all they want me to be are work tat i dun want to work as ? Why am i even alive ? why can't i be dead ? why can't things be less complicated ? why are the things people saying contridicting with wad another people says ?
If i shule have know , i would stop studying in sec 4 and won't have listen to my mother say: " aiya , N lvl can pass le O lvl try and see if can pass or not nor , at least u have tried . " TALK IS CHEAP !!! She told me tat , okie i listen to her . Tis year she turn ard and say : " tis year O lvl lei , u better get into a poly if not u go restudy. " WTF , she say to try if cannot make it , then nvm , at least gt try before , now come turn ard and say she nv say those. My dad is even worst * dun wish to go on abbt him , just know tat he is worst off than my mother , AND he nags like a woman * . i just dun get it , some one enlighten me . Is just a FUCKING exam , why must i sacrifice so much for it ? Even if i gt As , the Raffles girls sch would also get As , Other sch will also get As , then wad so Good abbt As , when everyone can also get it ? Wad so good to boast abt when so many people also can get it ? Why shule is even sacrifice so much just to get the things other people also can get ? for wad , nt like when u gt As , the goverment would give u a 3D4N stay in the Hilton hotel or Give u an airticket to a country with all expense paid , because u gt As. In the nutshell , what the use to sacrificing so much to get things tat people also can get ? What the Use of Studying like Shit and Not Getting the Marks You Shule be given ?
Things were Never On my side. Why are things so ? i dun noe ? Why is he doin such things? i dun noe. i'm clueless . i realli am . i hate the feeling of being clueless. i realli hope a mricle can happen. i have did what i can and still is thinkin up of things i can do so tat i can change things. I was startled when i woke up todae morning at 5 am . i was havein a nightmare. i realli hope is just a nitemare. a thing tat will not happen. i dreamt that.... * argh , can't type out the words narh * i realli hope is just dream. baby , i gave u my promiss , wad abbt u ? are u goin to keep ur promiss ? are u ? Just wahy aren't u replyin my my msgs nor calls ? just wad do u want from me ? I am realli at my wits end . I am abbt to burst le , from all those waiting and waiting. At least give me an ans or sign , so tat i noe if i am on the right path . Wad ever is it , i nt leting things go...

Nights of tears ,
Nights of waiting ,
Nights of misses ,
Nights of deep in tots ,
Nights of poundering on wad can be done,
Seems To be my Daily routine....

2008-06-02T23:08:00.000-07:00

Still have another 10 more days till i go japan . Counting down soh . Been absorb into GYM these days , trying to burn off fats ! Sch has "started" for like 1 week , June holidae aren't even for us to play WTF. Wad ever is it , i had my fair share of time to enjoy time with friends and stuff. check tis page out , http://www.friendster.com/photos/27609891/1/137139981#pic=5366192181137139981 , is the photos i taken for MR DONG . He nv give me commision fee = X

Raffles city. reflection .

"See that shorty " Ah Dong

do i look good in snow cap ?

comments ?

hi there , we dun bite !

Just me!

My dog ki ki . loves her lots lots

Yes my sister , chewin kiki's bone .

in the gym

school , hui yin , rachell

Ivan Kor kor , See his arms !!!! Taken after swimming , so yeah , my weird hair.

See his arms !!! muscle . Thanks to his draon boating ! he is so proud of his arms .

As Days past by ,
I have slowly learn to get use it.

Japan here i come

2008-05-23T00:40:00.000-07:00

I am Goin Japan * weets *

. Yes you can guess how Fucking excited and happy am i . My flight is on 13 june - Morning 10 am ( i want to sleep ) . Reaching japan on 14 june - morning. ( you shule be think how come i take one whole dae rite ? coze stop over at thailand for 12 hours before the flight to japa starts. Dumb , yes i agree , but much cheaper that way . Compared to direct flight . )

Well , all my research on Japan and Stuff finally come useful . hahas . There are a million a million things i want to do in japan . But due to restriction of daes - too many things to do and see , too little time . And Over here budget is an issue , dumb economy going up like rockets. Finally i am goin to go to japan . To eat sushi , sashimi , drink sake , play rides and " stare and STARE " at Cosplayer at harajuku streets , and awe at the Shibuya streets girls , at their sense of fashion and the branded goods . Gosh !

i not sure if my parents are gonna approve me to buyin clothes , but i am so gonna physco them to buy them for me , at most i return to them or wad. Gonna to have terms and condition with the. ( want me to do tis , u buy for me tis , i return u $$ when back in sg - dun think i will do tat =X also nt in black and white . hahas. ) And yes my sister will be there making remarks , sae they look like monster or wad ever shit. And my brother is gonna be the neutral one , siding on which side he thinks he can gain from it . =X

Anyway , i kind of do up my travel plan le . it will goes something like this. my mother put me incharge , so the whole trip is control byme wakakaka....... ( exit if u dun feel like reading or want to make some dumb comment . Smart comment leaves on the tag board )

Day 1 ( 14 june sat)

- Straight down from the plane . Check in hotel . Rest . Change do wadever my family needs.( sian , can't wait to go explore the place )

- Ueno Park . Sennoji Temple( how holy can i get =X )
> This is like our chinatown, With all the traditional food .
> 2nd popular Temple after Meiji Shrine
- Ginza aka sliver mint
> Just like the singapore ochard road. All da branded goods here =D

Day 2 ( 15 june sun)

- Meiji shrine . Harajuku . Shibuya street . [ HARDCORE SHOPPING ]
> All down from the JR line.

Day 3 ( 16 june mon)

- Disneyland
- Near hotel shopping

Day 4( 17 June)

-Disney Sea
- Near hotel shopping

Day 5 ( 18 June )

-Mt Fuji
- Sega Joypolis

Day 6 ( 19 june )

- Sunshine City complex

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That my travel plans. had a hard time doin it up . IS not easy . Sadded , on 2nd go so many places. just like i sae so many to do so little time. hais. Well , at least i go better than nv go before.

2008-05-22T06:02:00.000-07:00

My Trip to Malaysia

at the Krissfly De lounge Toliet

Close-up . Morning 5 am

Morning 5 am

Mornin 3am
My onli photo With My Dad , at the Super Ex de Train 2 way trip , for 2 people 140 malaysia.
in the Shuttle Train

At malaysia de Toliet De Toliet

My Dad , took for me de , waiting for th car arrive .

I take de

at the shopping centre
Tyring a new pose
the big big de food court , open by singapore
My lunch . This photos means something to me

Such a small crab
Nice deco , i want my room to be like tis

Okie i dun fit into the lightings

Their bar

the interesting toliet

Love the tiles

Okie i do fit into these

My aunt tryin to show me how to water runs
Baby , can i have my room filled with these tiles ? the next time

I just blend in well

Stars

Baby , i MISS YOU SO . Daes left before u are enlist are not lng le , in anothr 2 weeks o so nia , when will u be back man.

2008-05-22T05:49:00.000-07:00

BABY i miss you it has been daes since i last heard from you !

Ah ma birthdae dinner , IGnore the FAce , Coze Drank Afew Cups Of wine le , >.<

Still Wide Awake , that time , before i went to drink .

I need comment on tis ( above )

2008-05-22T04:12:00.000-07:00

Rachell & Mine F&N Practical Results !!! - thou it is over for like V. V. long le . Any dish caught ur interest ? Give me a tag i give u the recipe .

Rachell Cooked de DISH

Cream of tomato

bo-bo cha cha

Fish parcel

Cheesy Rice ball

Green Apple Ice blend

Mine Practical Results

brown rice

stir fry beef

Dumplings

Pancake , Japanese style

2008-05-17T21:22:00.000-07:00

WOnders How Many Still Remember I Do Keep A blog ????

I MISS HIM !!!! still gt 25 more daes till he is enlisted into NS , wonder if he knows.

Helped Kuro withf his project . Wrong shul be help kuro , nicholas and kuro classmate to model for their project . Was fun hahas , thou kinda of pressuring the teacher down there look . BUT WAS FUN !!!!! Hopefully i did well, and i look nice in the photos hahas.

I want to go again , hahas . look forward in working tgt wif him again. Shall upload the photos when i recieved it . ( i dun noe when )

Kuro Dropped me a comment on my profile ( for those lazy ASS whom is lazy to go there and read here is it ) :

Posted
05/17/2008 2:08 am

Hey me and my friend Nicholas would like to thank you for modelling for us for our studio photoshoot the other day h say he might have a job for you in the future if you like to model with cars...of course there will be pay...xD let him tell you the details when he is ready...xD other than that thank you very very very much there were very few good models there and your one of the one of the best...so see you can be a model yourself...xD

anywayz cyaz later hopefully some time son might need you to model for me again for my other project...this one is kinda more open cause we got a theme to follow...xD and we have to make a photobook out of it...xD look forward to working with you again soon.

Miss someone is hard ....

2008-03-31T04:50:00.000-07:00

30th March 08 marks an important day for baby de brother *nt blood related brother * .It is his wedding. Went over to baby de god-ma house early in the morning. The sunnt even up , i am already there le >.<

Was at Gan ma house all da way till 3pm. Then 4 plus go over to suntec .Wedding started at 8 plus. When the wedding invitation , sae starts 7.30pm. Typical singaporean. Took many photo, the photo are not wif me.

i am a little busy , type again .

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29 .03.04

In Da CAr

On The Way To Bugis , Before Heading To Singapore Swimming Club

In Singpore Swimmin Club
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28.03.8 ( trip From shaun's god mother house to suntec city )

Place visited - MY playground in suntec city ( cosplay shops ) , The Pearl Garden ( resturant )

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At The Bus Stop To Some Elderly Care Centre
OUR Form Tutor * winks* ( is an inside joke )
Lunch For that Day 10 dollars plus

HuiYin Takin Photo Of Me while I Take Hers

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BABY BAKE de ! IS DAM NICE . * Tested and proven * ( Tester > Rachell , Me , Mother , Brother )

Early In The Morning

2008-03-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

Would some one take me to the moon tonight ?

cai bao house 17.03.08

` baby holdin an yu shan and hirein a cab for me . it was raining 13.03.08

baby's 19 th birthdae 16.03.08

the day i met shaun god-ma . And Our first shopping trip ! as a couple 13.03.08

the trip to the Air-port terminal 3 . smoking 11.03.08

waiting for cai bao , at his house down stair 10.03.08

Classic

* randoms *

13.03.08
went To parkway to get baby de shoe. still tryin to get over the fact tat i am goin to be the MC for his brother de wedding. Sounds fun at da same time scary . Facing another crowd . Nt the public crowd , is crowd tat is some sort related to baby. Todae our topic went around the 30th of march . Abbt wad to wear and wad to sae for the speech and also wad time to meet . GOSH ! i need to be there at 7 am is so freaking early ! No complaints , coze is a new experience man. i have never seen a bride and groom jing cha to elderly before . AND I LOVE ATTENDING WEDDING AND ALSO COCKTAIL !!! coze EVENTS = NEW DRESS = SHOPPING ( intense ) . i NEED a NEW DRESS. Dun intend to wear back my old dress. coze every event spells a new story that has begin, thus a need for new dress. look at those celebrity also new dress , they never wear back the same dress again de. Thou i am not ,but i shlue try and live like one yeah ???? dots.
Baby also intro his god-ma to me and also the groom and bride.
15.03.08
Baby , shaun , met my mother todae. Todae at singapore swimming club . Did nth much there , Went to the Karaok to chill out , sang 2 songs. My mother withness him sing and then commented tat his singin is Nice ! Weets . He has cleared the First station le. hahas . tml will be my turn >.<>

16.03.08
Happy 19th birthdae baby ,
i have no acess to the com , since ytd till todae. Sorry for the late wishes.
Anyway , Here are the few place we visit on his birthdae ,
Far East , Vivo , Outrum and Bugis . Met his parent for dinner . Japanese Dinners ,
It was Delicious ! Passed wif flying colous ! vivo coze there was a cosplay events. anyway , i did enjoy myself todae. baby , brought his tie and the vest le . i need a dress , unless i realli realli can't get any then bo bian nor, wear back the black one wif white ribbon or the purple dress which i brought for raymond kor kor de wedding de . see how bah . is ill manner for me to steal their lime light >.<

17.03.08
Met baby , todae after school .
Went to cai bao house Did nth much there. after tat went bac to simei to meet baby de elder brother to take hi shirt. Then back to east point and had our dinner at BK . As we had our fill , we decided to hea to pet safari . Waited for shaun de elder brother to come and pass him another cloths , he forgot to pass to him just now. His face was scary! hao xiong wor ! Nervous about the 30th march . baby , just passed me the xi tie ! weets ! invitedguest come at 7 pm i need to reach sengkang at 7 AM ! dots ! can't believe i will be takin part in such an event !

2008-02-26T06:17:00.000-08:00

i am So FUCKIN angry man. Wanted to wear my cardigen * ~~dun noe how to spelll~~ and go out de. Can't fuckin find it narh. CB sia , i like tat cardigon de nor. Is my FAV . Dun noe my mother wash wash wash till where le. Tat time after CNY i want to wear for family dinner de . She sae she nv kan diao. and PROMISS to help me de find de. FIND TILL NOW ALSO NV FIND DIAO. And still push the Fuckin blame at me. KAO.

Is she the one who wash it de nor , is also she the one act smart , want to leave the cloths on da sofa de nor. Since she want to leave it there , jue let her leave it there narh. i anything de. Inside the cardboard or outside on da sofa also can de. on da sofa better , i can choose my cloths faster , coze is on display.

Now my FAV cardigon is lost , i ask her where she put it , she sae , how will i noe arh. Find find find. can't find , went out. Come back find again. CAnNot find.
I AM FUCKIN PISSED OFF NOW !!!! SHE LOST MY CARDIGON AND STILL ACT GONG LIKE NTH HAPPEN. STILL CAN ASK ME , WAD CARDIGON. TAT CARDIGON WAS SHE BUY TGT WIF ME DE NOR , I TAKE BLACK , SHE TAKE GREY DE NOR. NOW STILL CAN ASK ME WAD CARDIGON.

See now i my tone u shule noe how pissed off am i le bah. Then i bang bang table , cardboard, my dad come and scold me ask me wad wrong , tell him. Then he just walk away. kao , noe le dun want to do anything , just walk away, think wad i am transparent de arh. NBCB sia.

XoXoXo OxOxOx

Todae after sch , went to shuan kor kor de hus. Smoke there , slack ard. Do MATHS . Is a killer man. My kor kor is SMART de seh . A1 for maths neh. Pei fu Pei fu. Meetin baby tml. Can't wait.

Tat all le bah , no mood to type le narh , gt blame for nth , plus , someone or wad ever u want to call it , lost my cardigon . nbcb. wonder who is tat idiot whom went to lost it or kept it. if i find out i made sure , i will fuckin poke out their eye balls and cut their hair till botak de ! I swear !

2008-02-25T02:53:00.000-08:00

Anyone Intrested to Join Us ??? Refer to >>>>> http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=42373 We are In Need Of people To Join Us. U might think u are a Green Horn , No worry , There are also alot of People new to cosplay Too ^^. DO Join Us. I look Forward To see you people joinin us. If u do not have an acc in SG CAFE . U can E-mail me. Or Create one. My e-mail is Unmaturegirl@hotmail.com.

Kao , The Thread of SGCAFE is gettin more and more , cold le. Nt much people joinin us le. So decided to do some good deeds to the Team. By givin free advistisment in my blog !!! YAYAYA ...

Sleep on da sofa again, After all , sofa is nt a bad place. Big enough for me to sleep , Cozy enough to rest on. I won;t tok much on sch stuff here , coze nth to tok abbt for todae. i guess , coze was sleepin bah. After school , Met shuan kor kor. He Was sitting , near the block there SMOKING ! WEnt up to him , his first RXN was , how come u like xiao mei mei. Lols. Anyway , went to some private place to smoke .

He was tellin me , how to study and stuff. Tou tong narh , 20 points neh. On Our way up the towards the stair exit ,Saw Rachell , tgt wif her * ahem ahem* Won't tok much .

Tok tok tok , dun noe where to go , so decided to go down to AMK. CAbbed Down to AMK. Chatted on da Cab. Hao qi gua , just met for nt long , we tok as if we noe each other very long like tat. lols . anyway. Made our way to AMK hub there. On da way rain , rain awhile jue stop then rain again. Met baby there tgt wif aaron his boss. They were outside , tokin and tokin. Crap Ard there. Did nth much there, except for Takin photo and doin silly things like helpin to style each other hair. lols.

was tokin abbt Tarrot cards, As i intend to get one, so i was discussin wif shuan kor kor and baby. * dun noe where his boss went * They was saein , the pro and cons. Then , decided to see how is our life wif the poker cards. Kor kor jue shi , bu ran wo , play and learn. Then he go suan i and baby de love life. The first one was a Ace then a 7 then another Ace. he sae is good , i dun noe narh. Do it over and over again , All da time also Ace.

After tat , shuan went out to smoke again. then a customer went in, so we went off le. Kao todae , count and count , smoke how mant sticks sia. 5 ? 6 ? dun noe narh , ard there
bah. SO long since i smoke so much le. Cabbed back to Simei tgt wif kor kor. On da way smthin funny happen.

KOR KOR HAO HEONG WOR ! BABY todae Wear till like formal formal de. Then shuan keep makin fun of his " boom- like hair" lols. Yeah tat all , le bah , i am hungry , i want to go makan le. Bye ppl.

2008-02-24T04:02:00.000-08:00

23 Feb Sat '08

Keep on wakin up . woke up at 5 , 6
and 7.40 am in da morning. Coze i hope to be early to reach the MRT station
.

As usual , i was late .i last woke
up at 7.40 , i sat on da table . ( and drop back to lalala land again ) =X
. Sry baby , was late . i wanted to go out at 8. 15 de , but my mummy ask me go out so early for wad . allowlin me to go out after 8.30 sry >.<

Had breakfast wif baby . After tat as usual , i went for tuition. came back home and did nth. Watched Strange Circus. Is a nice show. Nt suitable for children, as it contain mature stuff. I like the Circus , and the red room and also the girl hus , wif all da
weird weird stuff.

Chatted , wif baby , in da evening . Then he went to clubbin . ~~I WANT TO DRINK !!!! Still HAVE ANOTHER 8 More MTHS Till The DUMB sch ends. As for now i am a MONK ! !@#@$#@#%^#~~

24 Feb Sun '08

NINNGHIZHIDDA!
Plumed Serpent of the Black Earth
Open the Door that I may enter!

I will raise up the Dead! I will cause
The Dead to rise and devour the living...

Open the Gate!

...into the Darkly Shinning World where the ABSU lies in Dark Waters and CTHULHU sleeps and dreams,

the Abyss that lies beneath the World, reached by a descending Ladder that has Seven Steps,

reached by a descending Pathway that has Seven Gates, where is established
the Throne of the Most Evil and Fatal Force, for from the cavities of the
World leaps forth the Evil Daemon!

Enter the Gate of the Dead!

I will raise up the Dead! I will cause

The Dead to rise and devour the living...

Woke up ard 12 like tat. So long i nv sleep till so late le. Things was fine in da morning and afternoon. Watch TV and laze around. LAZY to DO homework and also CourseWORK !

Watch Shi jie zheng mei li , they went to japan. WEETS ! Nice food they introduced. Sheng ti mi ma , they talk about , ladies goin to have a check up on their * ahem ahem* and the process / what does the doctor do . IS kinda of er xin . For me da hua , i think i won't go for those type of test or check up is SUPER Er XIN !

~~Your legs spread big big , then the doctor there lookin , Sayin they doin check up . HAO ER XIN~~ . WOn't do tat , agrees wif tat host , when one go up to the table / seat, is like mei you le zhun yan and very wu nan and wu zhu. Somemore the position you have to crop up to is VERY VERY Nt nice.

After tat watch Instant beauty pangent - where 6 ladies are found on da streets and given 500 dollars to go shoppin and report back after 3 hours. Nth much abbt tis show.
Kept on switch channel on and off to other programs like - Hi jin shan soon , The Real Wedding Crasher and 2 other tat is showin on channel 8 and U ard 6 to 7 pm .

Had steamboat for dinner. Before dinner had the urge to go style my hair , make it look nice. Then was takin photo. Takin photo shule be smthin happy de. but , it didn't turn out likewise . It just made me feel like , dreams are dashed . No thanks to the stuff i did when i was younger , if onli i nv play crocodials wif them , if onli i had went home and nt stay in sch just to play ... haiz. ~~hatrateds , Regrets , Sucidal , Wad have u nt are floodin my mind!!!!~~

2008-02-22T07:34:00.000-08:00

Cherry blossom ! Loves!

Hmm , sch sucks ! So does Math teacher , he suck too. Thinks wad Zeyu sae is true . ~~( he dun have hair , tat why love to pick on people whom have alot of hair / people who haev long hair~~ ) lols. Wadever !!! Jealousy bring u no where.

Brought my fav , Chocolate fudge to satify my chocolate cravin for the day. Sit around till 3.30 pm. Want to go and eat at EP de but LAZYNESS. so skipped lunch and went out to bring my brother .

Met Shaun kor kor , tgt wif his friend andrew . Cabbed down to Bedok . Went to Bring my Brother , and went to bedok , Tot gt time , can go there walk walk de . Gt a call from my mother , she ask me , where did i bring my brother to. She on da phone then tell me my brother gt tuition at 5.30. See the time was 4.30 le. siao liao. Cab back , tgt wif shuan and andrew.

Brought my brother home. TMD , just reach home onli , my mother ask me go do things. Do diao 8 plus . Still haven't eat nor , the chocolate fudge , i want to eat de nor , then my sis go eat ! ~~FAT PIG !~~ Sian diao . Waited for my brother to end lesson. at 9.30. Went there , le , he haven't end lesson.

Waited till 10 pm. reach the bedok food kopitiam at 11.20 le . eat diao liao and reach home was goin to be 12 le. Starve the whole dae. Smth un happy happen in between when eatin. Lazy to type out narh.

Guess wad am i doing now ???? talkin to my baby nor. He is a SHY KID !!!!! wakakaka. CYA tml , baby ^^ .

Baby:
I love eu.... all the more i want to cherish you...

Me :
* gives cherries *

Nites

XOXOXOXO * copy from madeline blog *

2008-02-22T05:10:00.000-08:00

Someone de Fav Artist !

Presenting to u , Freedom figter ! by Miyavi !
Can Anyone Sing like him ???

is just a simple birthdae song , se how he sing !!!! No wonder he is popular !

CArry on bloggin later , i am freakin hungry , i nv eat lunch till now . since 11 am i eat i bowl of noodles till now ! power bah

2008-02-22T04:12:00.000-08:00

I believe many will have seen tis band before , if You have been readin my post ! it is NONE OTHER than One Of My FAV band , ANCAFE !!!! Well Tis is the Old picture Of it le , The new one gt a Keyboardist , Wif out Bou . * ps Bou Is the on holdin on to the Fan , on da right hand side*

Well , tis is one of their new song after bou has left. i like the lyrics ! is dam nice , toks abbt sch life . It just relates back to SEC 4 , after the N lvl , when we all go seperate ways . And many Others !

Tittle is : Cherry Saku Yuuki

The lyrics are so * divided in to 3 parts , 1 the japanese words , 2 the readin of those word For sing along, 3 english version *

桜咲くころは何もかも輝いて
sakura saku koro wa nanimokamo kagayaite
始まりと終わりで揺れてる
hajimari to owari de yureteru
僕らの桜はキレイに(ばい)始めた
bokura no sakura wa kirei ni bai hajimeta
大きく旅だと
okiku tabi da to

ついでりべ僕の船
tsuideribe boku no fune
Cherry Cherry Cherry 咲く勇気！！
Cherry Cherry Cherry saku yuuki!!
ついでりべ僕の船
tsuideribe boku no fune
SINE COSINE TANGENT
SINE COSINE TANGENTo

桜舞う季節にぼくらわたびだつ
sakura mau kisetsu ni bokura wa tabidatsu
かよいなれたみちもありくことないだろう
kayoi nareta michi mo ariku koto nai darou

とつぜんかがやいはじめた「ころしゃど」
kayoi nareta michi mo ariku koto nai darou
分かれよおもうとむねがしべつ「けだれる」
wakare yo omouto munegashi betsu [kedareru]

つまらいむこうでばかさなにもしらね
tsumarai mukou de baka sa nani mo shirane
住まうがいやってケンカもしたね
sumau ga iyatte kenka mo shita ne

教室の後がいつのよりも重かった
kyoushitsu no go ga itsu no yorimo omoukatta
明日もみるどが怖くて
ashita mo mirudo ga kowaku te
あのころたたりあった夢も抱えるだね
ano koro tatariatta yume mo kakaeru da ne
僕は飛び込んだ
boku wa tobi konda

ついでりべ僕の船
tsuideribe boku no fune
Cherry Cherry Cherry 咲く勇気！！
Cherry Cherry Cherry saku yuuki!!
ついでりべ僕の船
tsuideribe boku no fune
SINE COSINE TANGENT
SINE COSINE TANGENTo

卒業写真には見てるくらいの
sotsugyou shashin ni wa miteru kurai no
想いで悲しみか教室に流れる
omoi de kanashimi ka kyoushitsu ni nagareru
未来があるよ今は涙おひとう
mirai ga aruyo ima wa Namida o hitou
笑顔べすべすBIG LAST TIME
egao he suhesu BIG LAST TIME

きたいとさびしさとすこしのうわうせおい
kitai to sabishi sato sukoshi no uwauseoi
それぞれの道歩んでく
sorezore no michi ayundeku
昔を振り替えても明日はないけど
mukashi wo furikaetemo ashita wa naikedo
僕は忘れない
boku wa wasurenai

桜咲くころにまた(こうして)みなで
sakura saku koro ni mota koushite mina de
でかくなってあいたいねと
dekakunatta aitai ne to
僕らの決意は晴れたい勇気になった
bokura no ketsui wa haretai yuuki ni natta
大きく旅だと
okiku tabi da to

ついでりべ僕の船
tsuideribe boku no fune
Cherry Cherry Cherry 咲く勇気！！
Cherry Cherry Cherry saku yuuki!!
ついでりべ僕の船
tsuideribe boku no fune
SINE COSINE TANGENT
SINE COSINE TANGENTo

The english version !

The time when the cherry blossoms bloom, everything seems to be shining
and everyone is being swayed by beginnings and endings
Our cherry blossoms started to flutter beautifully
Let's greatly begin our flight

SUI-HE-LI-BE-BO-KU-NO-FU-NE
Cherry Cherry Cherry blooming courage
SUI-HE-LI-BE-BO-KU-NO-FU-NE
Sine, Cosine, Tangent

In the season where the cherry blossoms flutter about, we will begin our flight
The road that we got used to walking in, we probably won't walk in anymore
This shadow that suddenly started to shine
My chest tightens thinking about farewells and other thoughts
We used to fool around with pointless things
We hated being sincere with our feelings and we fought a lot because of that

The classroom door felt heavier than usual
We were scared at looking at tomorrow
To make the dreams that we talked together about come true,we started our flight

SUI-HE-LI-BE-BO-KU-NO-FU-NE
Cherry Cherry Cherry blooming courage
SUI-HE-LI-BE-BO-KU-NO-FU-NE
Sine, Cosine, Tangent

So many memories and sadness that could spill out of the graduation pictures
stream through the classroom
There is a future, let's wipe away our tears for now
(not sure about this line)

SUI-HE-LI-BE-BO-KU-NO-FU-NE
Cherry Cherry Cherry blooming courage
SUI-HE-LI-BE-BO-KU-NO-FU-NE

We carry on our shoulders expectations, loneliness, and a little bit of worries
We go on walking in our individual paths
Even if we look back to our past, tomorrow will not be there, but
I will not forget

We said when the cherry blossoms bloom,
we all want to meet with everyone like this after we all got big
Our decision became our never breaking courage
Let's greatly begin our flight

SUI-HE-LI-BE-BO-KU-NO-FU-NE
Cherry Cherry Cherry blooming courage
SUI-HE-LI-BE-BO-KU-NO-FU-NE
Sine, Cosine, Tangent

That abbt all . dun u think the song is meaninful ?

2008-02-21T05:02:00.000-08:00

Notice i am so so bored todae. thou i gt F&N to do ,lazyness . Has crawl onto me. Same it has to type but require alot alot of thinkin. Lazy to go think >.<

So i decided to Spent tis post tokin abbt my want !

I want to go shopping, but i got no money.
I want to work, but i Can't got to Wait till i finish My O lvl. Sian Diao .
I want to o to Japan and stay for a Year or so , But I can't speak Japanese and does not have enough $$ yet !
I Want to have a ride up the New Ferries Wheel , But is not open , and a ride up is cost ard 29 dollar which is 30 dollars.
I want to watch the F1 Formular , Which is the 2nd in the world to have it race startin in the Evening , But the Ticket is VERY VERY exp .
I want to travel ard wif my love , But i can't .
I want to travel ard the world , and experience life , I not sure about him , will he follow me .
I want a Pair of heels , but i can't seems to find a nice pair . The pair that i like seems to be like so yesterdae le .
I want a SUPERDUPER caring and Lovig BF , Thank god for grantin me one. Lets hope it goes on till the end.
I want to have a dinner at the Shangari-la hotel , Which can cost up to 100 dollar person , wif drinks. Coze not onli the food is nice , i want to see and enjoy the way they deco the food and pesent it.
I want to take up classes , but not wif my dumb and busy schedule.
I want to make my first 10 thousand in when i am 21 .
I want a Carefree job .
I want to be a MODEL !

* let the list keep growing*

It All Seems so far away hur ? Haiz.

2008-02-21T02:56:00.000-08:00

Am tokin to my YTD gan ren de gan ge. he was showin me tis web . Then there was tis para .

[ Categories include Weeknights Leagues, Sunday Morning Leagues, Women’s Futsal Leagues, Veteran’s Over-35s Futsal Leagues, Boys’ Leagues (Under-10, 12, 14, 16 categories), Girls’ Leagues (Under -14), as well as Corporate Futsal Leagues. ]

As usual , i dee xiao him :

Me : How come dun have Girls' Leagues under 18 de . then i play wad ?

Kor : The Women Futsal Leagues nor or the girls open .

Me : then Got Girls Close

Me: dun want so old , u shule be playin for Veteran's Over -35s Futsal leagues de rite .

Kor : i am weeknight leagues , veteren is for old old man la , i man under mans open

Me : >.<

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Todae meet diao one good hearted de taxi uncle. As i went up the cab , i told the uncle , erm uncle i am runnin late for sch , would u pleaes driver faster .

Then he drove his very best le , but dumb traffic. Always jam de . I WANT A PLANE , SO CAN FLY ME TO MY SCH , The SKY GT NO TRAFFIC JAM !!!! well the Fare jam up to 8 dollars ,then there was a few distance till he reaches my school . At Nee Ann Sec there. He sae to stop the fare jumpin and ask me to pay him first , so tat later when i reach le , can just go down.

Guessed , little did he know it was 8 dollar. he ask me , Girl , u gt $$ to eat marh later . Kao p.s marh ,if i sae dun have, then i sae have . Even if dun have , i sure gt ways to make diao have de narh.

Went to sch late , kao , i remember the last time i was mark late was like 2 weeks ago , which was like onli 5 or 6 time , now all of the sudden become 8 le. Then moster tay was there marh , so i tell her , cher rememebr tat time u denten me ? it was onli 5 or 6 rite , then u sae if one more time is 2 hr liao rite , how come , tat OM sae i am late FOR 8 time le ??? She ask me to go and tell my form teacher . Sat there till 8 am. Saw Monster Scolding OM . ~~I think OM serioudly does nt understand ENGLISH. or perhaps he is DUMB .~~ She was askin him if he has a back up copy of those whom need to be dentend ? He keep saein he gt record in the file , the file which has the raw record. like 2 diff things bah.

Anyway , went up to class , saw class was havin the MATHS TEST . Then i KNOCK on da door for 3 time . the last time was VERY VERY hard. Tat Mr Loudes , he saw me , then turn back and do his work. Then i wait outside nor . ( coze last time , i went in , he asked who gave me the permisson to go in. ) thus tis time i waited and waited . He then come out ask me why am i waiting outside , dun want to go in. then i sae , coze he nv ask me to go in marh, then he down there sae me. sae me nv think and also no common sense. ~~DUMB FUCK TEACHER !~~

SUCKY RITE ? Morning was fine , but all spoiled by tat teacher. went in to do the test , onli gt 5 mins do wad shit seh, some more is draw diagram . anyhow draw narh. dun care narh. du lan seh.

Sch carried on the whole dae , wif nth much happenin . Anyway CLINTON DID SMTH GREAT !!! HE ROCKS MAN ! * lazy to go and type out wad he do nar *

ESS sucks , They are BIAS people !!!! kao we settle down first , they give the EXPRESS go up the bus first. Then give us some wu lu wu lu de bus , some more squeeze wif 5N1 . All Sec 5 squeeze into 1 bus, which also means 2 class squeeze into one. Some even have to sit on da floor of the bus. imagine tat. Reach TP le , the Express Class nv wait for us , went on wif the program themself . First is they take our bus de nor , now nv wait jue go le.

During refreshment time , they like kia shu people.... Serious. keep on eat and Eat ! Wad a disgrace ! They like dun have social ettique de nor. still tok abbt wad smart. If they are smart , how come they are actin tis way ? Action speaks louder than words so much of being an express student !

2008-02-21T02:25:00.000-08:00

Odd News !!!!

Found tis web http://cosmos.bcst.yahoo.com/up/player/popup/?rn=3906861&cl=6509201&ch=4226722&src=news it is a new species of " animal " . Which the scientist claim to be called SEA spiders , Reason , is because it looks like a spider and swims in the sea. lols. so if u a four legged animal wif large ears and a big long nose in some deep sea , u call them sea elephants ??? ROARS.

And of coze i was curious abbt , wad was the so called newly found sea spider all about. so i went to the net and typed SEA SPIDERS and it seems like is still new to the world , coze wad i found was like world apart different from the videos ! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sea_spider lols.

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LONDON - First she waited 45 minutes to place her order. Then she waited more than an hour for the food. Then she saw the bill. Clare Watkin was out with a group of friends Friday at an Italian steak restaurant in the English town of Lichfield, about 125 miles north of London when she found "absolutely disgusting language" printed on her bill, the British Broadcasting Corp. reported.

I so funny nor , u went to a high class hotel and when the bill comes , it does not appear to be the food tat you ordered. Instead it is Fuck u bitch , u bloody hore....

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Australian penis artist bids for top art prize . Any guys want to try tis ???? http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080220/od_uk_nm/oukoe_uk_australia_art;_
ylt=AnJY9A8eJY1YKi50_PjXtVBeW7oF

" A cheeky artist who uses his penis as a brush has entered a racy self-portrait for Australia's top art prize. " lols , wonders wad does he use for paint......

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Another odd new is , wad my bio teacher told us. of coze , i went to check it out . http://asia.news.yahoo.com/080220/3/3fh9r.html

Here is the amazing tree , which is called "suicide palm" . As the name suggest , It is a tree which does suidide on it own , after flowering itself , it just jumps to death . " which grows to more than 18 metres high over a period of 50 years before bursting into bloom just once with hundreds of tiny flowers for pollination and then dying. "

Some how or rather , it seems to relate back to me , abbt smth ,but i dun noe how to explain. Anyway wonderful tree ....

2008-02-20T10:28:00.000-08:00

shh ... i love you ....

Just as the tittle of the picture states , i dun have to sae much abbt my tis post le bah.Nah Joking.

I love Wednesday !!! I love Every Wednesday , that we are meetin up. Todae was no different . As the school bell rang , i was all packed up ready to leave the school compound. Waitied for samanther , but she never appear.

Went out of the sch to look for baby. he was already waitin outside le. Ask him to wait for awhile , for my gan mei. wait diao 1.50 dun want to wait le. so went away. went to buy bubble tea. Who knows i saw my gan mei on her way to sch. Kao make me wait for her , then she went back home. tot she was goin out wif us , but nv.

Received a call from kuro , he sae he reach le . ask him to wait , went back home and out again . Trained to Ochard , toward wisma. * there was alot of photo taken in the train , as the journey to ochard was long , so onli by takin silly photos will help to shorten the time*

Baby , de boss ( aron )was there le , waiting, so when we reach there , baby called aron. Aron has went back home tgt wif his gf le , so he is goin to drive back to town area. Waited at wisma , decieded to go out to smoke de , but since out le , and wisma de things are kinda of expansive and also nt for us to buy de. We decieded to head to Far East.

Reach far East , brought smth. and gt a call from aron , tis time he sae he reach le , we made our way back to wisma. There he was sitting on the edges of smthing , i dun noe wad tat call , tgt wif his GF .

Went up to food republic to have out super super late lunch . Ate there , laugher , jokes , talks , wad have u not . After tat , we parted at the junction of pargon and i dun noe wad tat building called.

So left Baby , kuro and me . Took 1 stick of cigg each and went to the back and ... * need no explaination* After tat , i decieded to go back home le.

* Baby ask me to add in this part , thou i dun noe how to start , but yeah , i will try * As we cross the busy street towards pargon . Some how or rather , we was joking ard . Someone , came up wif tis brillent idea of carryin me up .

As the traffic light turned GREEN , Suddenly a scroop from the back of my leg , landed me in baby arms. * the princess style of carrying * There was so many pairs of eyes starin at us. super p.s . Baby , walk for ard a few step and let me down le. As we contuined our way back home . And i am so FREAKIN sure , there was still pairs of eyes lookin at us. WADEVER , DUN they know couple in love are blind ? they can onli see each other and no others ? Thus tat explain us , being childish , acting like kids , thinkin that we live in our own world onli and havin a display of PDA .

Went back to simei , Met baby de brother , called shaun . Kao , he get beat diao very jialant seh , ke lian. Meet diao awhile , i jue zhao le.

i dun noe they slacked for how long , then they parted wif kuro. Baby , went down to pair ris , to cycle. Oh yeah , Shaun de bike calle CHOPPER * Finallys remember le * is CHIO de nor ! will take photo of it next time ^^ . Anyway , i also dun know how , i landed to be one of shaun de gan mei le.

Photos are mostly take by kuro * claps * thinks there are much more.

i like tis photo

baby take de , he sae i look nice like tis arh ? i bg to differ

eatin cups corns !!! my fav !

Wad can u expect from me ? Naughtyness ? Childishness ?

I like tis picture , it seems to speak even thou there wasn't any words in it.

Tis is my Best shot of the day bah , under the cat of alone. Like very nature.

taken by kuro

childishness , unmature tat is me .
NOT EMO , readin smth.

lovely ?

act cute , i just dun fit the word cute

Act diao lols. no lar jk.

smiles

NO PDA thanks

Dun need me to sae wad are we doin bah.

Nice cap

My hair is longer . tat is a 100% confirm sure de thing

i like tis too.

taken by kuro on our way back. tat hand does not belong to baby.

Dun let me go...

2008-02-18T04:13:00.000-08:00

First dae of the week , We have mondae. And Mondae is the most tiring dae !!! heng todae is the last time we have to stay back for Lab lesson ^^

All these suffering shall end todae , tgt wif me , when i sleep ! lols . i am dead beat man . ~~School is real real~~ ~~kiasu / fake / dumb~~ . Because of some MOE director , come to school tml to withness the school Teaching the Personal Care and Personal Development . The Principal is asking the whole school to Fit into the Director timing , which is Tml de 3 and 4 lesson to be changed into RISE lesson. And the school , called the Painter to come todae and give a last min touch up on the paint ard the school , to re-paint it , to make it looks clean. wanna bet ? Tml de toliets sure gt toliet paper de . everytime like tat de , gt some " big" ppl come , sch sure make diao very very high class. All is just an ACT ! Tml the teacher will all wear nice nice , formal formal de, coze " Big" shots coming to school marh. ALL JUST AN ACT !!!!

And todae de Rise Lesson , has changed into english adn also F&N . Kao , Win liao lor , See tat english teacher for 3 period . Will die ! Phew i am still alive.

Had some group work tgt for english , tis time drawing. joined rachell , dun understand why rachell made tis comment " now i know why , people dun want to do group work tgt wif her le , coze she dun noe when to be serious , when nt to be. " i listen liao , very Nt happy nor. I gt contribute marh , she down there sae my drawing was like kindergarden de nor . At least i gt draw rite. I tired and draw . Anyway , wo ren Xia lai le . Shall take a photo of wad she drew. and post it up here. hahas .

Recess time then fa xian , why she so buay song me , coze , i everytime sae will go art club , but nv go . Make her go alone. Hope she understands narh , i go there also do nth , over there super sian . Gt nt much things to do . Somemore over there gt me and dun have me , gt wad diff ? Still da same marh. Nan diao , gt me , then the teacher give out sweet meh ? dun have rite. i noe , she want me to pei her , like tat we can get CCA points .Coze we sae hao le to go to poly tgt.* i nv forget kays * But sry girl ,i can't pei u on wed to go art club , other things if i can do diao i will do kays ^^ . hopes u understand and know why.

After the lab session , madeline was waiting for me outside sch. Parted wif rachell , then went to mac to try the shorts . The shorts , looks weird on me. then nv buy from her , somemore , the pants also abit big =X

After that manage to infulence her to go east point tgt wif me. cabbed down . reach east point de popular , saw SHAWN tat campus superstar de shawn .

then slack at coffee bean drink . went home nor , tok along the way . waited for bus tgt. Madeline will also be tat madeline , even if the sky were to fall upon on her , she will be still laughin, smiling. How i wish i can be like her , everything also smile and laugh. She seems much more mature compared to me. =X

Day ended shortly , tired. F&N tml sure tio de . nvm do anything at all.

2008-02-16T19:27:00.000-08:00

Just who can �� ? �� /�� ? even myself also dun know how to describe it. Is nth to do wif him. ��

The type of feeling , where u dun even know why will happen to u .And the people closet to you is Making fun of it. The type of feeling like you want to die as soon as possible , so that no one will see that ugly side of you , but you can't just lay down and die. The type of feeling where , you can't tell anyone cause you are afraid that they will make fun of it, when even the closest one to you are already making fun of you. Just who can understand the feeling ? The feeling of lost , not knowing what to do , the feeling of trying to laugh , when deep down i am hurting. Can't i just Drop down and die ? here am i trying to laugh , does anyone take notice to it ?

With that type of heading, smart one will know i am not feelin good . Did nth much todae , went to temple pray tat all . Thou did nth much todae , but a few things happen within in my family .

Tat the reason , i hate goin out to have lunch wif them , hates goin out wif them . dun blame me for hating to go out wif u ppl. Is wad u ppl do , make me dam FUCKING piss off. Sometime wanna play , play wif a limit . There is a limit to everything. Once u step onto my line , u dun blame me for blowing up . u dun blame me for being no manners. Wad abbt u ? have u gt any manners or respect for me ?

You think is fun , but i dun think it is. Wann give a try on ur own medicine ? Things are changin , dun push the blame to me if there is a dae something happen to u ppl.

Sorry , baby , i could meet you after work , coze i had something on . And wasn't feeling good , as u can see my whole post todae seems so serious , seems so solem bah. Cya on mondae bah.

2008-02-16T07:05:00.000-08:00

was surfing the net looking for Japanese songs , found these >>> enjoy ^^

Dun know how many of you people hear of this band called Nega ? I kinda of like tis song de Mv. anyway , the tittleof the song is Quadrangle

Tis song is called Abase is also from Abase, i dun know why , but like the starting of the song , * dun noe how to put it into words.

and ti song is nice , but i can't copy it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J7Db94Pm5qg&feature=related enjoys ^^

2008-02-16T06:34:00.000-08:00

Met eric dear , for breakfast. Sae to meet at 8.30 , as usual , i am the one who is late. Rushed down to simei MRT , Running and hopping wif the darts slippers. Trying to Keep my balance on those slippery floors. Finally met him at 8.40 . sry dear made u wait. Wah , i onli take 10 mins to wash-up and rush down. OMG , i sure look very very Shag de . * vomits*

Met him at the MRT station , had roti prata for breakfast , Since East point de shop has not open , so i decieded to bring him to the supermarket and show him wad does a fish maw looks like. ^^ After showing him wad it looks like , * to my surprise* he sae , orh he knows wad was tat O.o

After that went on seperate ways.

Freaking hate the place i am stayin man. My sister Sucks , thinks tat i dun noe tat she always backstab me . My brother onli know how to saka ppl . But his attitude SUX to the CORE ! My Parents , dun need to sae Fuckin BIAS ! I Will Leave Tis PLACE , i noe i have sae it for many many times le , but i am 100% sure tat i will leave tis Fuckin place.

This is my blog , i am nt goin to care , even if they saw my blog , coze i dun give a Dam abbt it. I am not tellin lies or stating things that aren't true , i am statin the facts ! So i gt nth to hide at all .

I will leave tis place , and travel around the globe goin to JAPAN will be a must , Korea , Backpackin ard the globe and enjoy life. i aren't gonna waste my life fightin over the smallest thing wif them , and my life is just too short to contain such Rubbish !

I realli need o spill the beans out of the bag ! Is nt a good news bah , i guess. I am onli left wif 36 weeks * or maybe even lesser before the O level. ( * Holidays have been mins off , so ha public holiday ) I must realli realli start Studying le. But i just no mood to study narh . See the book , makes me wanna go to lalaland. See the notes , read liao dun understand si bei sian de sia.

haiz. Who can make me study O.o ? haiz.

2008-02-15T08:24:00.000-08:00

人不可冒相Tis word is so so so true man . I experienced it todae. super , super fet-up man.

I was accused of doing thing i nv nv do. And wad hurts the most is the person whom did tis was one of my friend , whom i just made. i won't put names here .

i am so freakin pissed off . i did no wrong and was accused of me doing it. fuck seh . Somemore , they just tok above my head , as if i wasn't there , just treating me like i am transparent. WTF . dun want to go on wad happen le.

Onli rachell my best friend , knows wad i did in da toliet . NT CRY !!! i must must stressed is not toliet... Thanks Rachell , u are the Best !

Went to find the The english teacher , told her , just give me 0 marks , i rather get 0 than being treated like transparent . Hate tis feelin , of being treated as if i am not there. There she goes on and on abbt marks and keep on askin me wad the problem , did tok much. Then after that , Find Mrs Chan , took back my chemistry de book. Gwen , went back to school , then waited for bus tgt wif her . She went on the bus , then i went back home le .

Went back home , my sis told me tat nt goin down , to Bugis le . sian. Feelin sian-ed ,layed on the sofa , dun noe how i got into lalaland .

Perhaps i am realli tired , tired of all these stuff. Woke up all of the sudden, just all of the sudden. Saw the clock , it was 6.40 plus le. Rushed my Way out , changed and stuff.

After lesson , feelin weird , so , i called dear dear . He was on his way here . Feelin surprised , waited for him to come , then chatted awhile went home le.Now tokin to him

Rachell hao xing fu wor . She know wad i am tokin abbt. Smile. Yao Zhang Wor Ownself de Xin fu , Bu yao rang ta Zha cai jian er gou le.

2008-02-14T05:04:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine dae ^^

Celebrated Valentine dae ytd le , so didn't went out todae. Went to eastpoint to get "O" level series and chemistry de theory book. ( the Chemistry de thoery de book has to be brought before the school starts )

My sister sucks man , ask me go and get roses for my mother. Went to the flourist , there was all guys , and most of the roses are gone le , onli left wif blue , purple , Yellow. Wad to do , took the last 2 roses of blue and a purple. Nt cheap . Over there whom buy roses are all guys , not girls , onli me .

Went back home , my mother cooked , cabbage soup and fish maw . slipper lobster tgt wif some sping onion and also Chinese new year fish. All Expensive de items. My fav was the Fish maw soup !!! had many many bowls. hahas .

side view
i like tis picture ^^

Censored . still gt neoprint , nv upload.

2008-02-13T07:36:00.000-08:00

i am so so tired . My eyes are abbt to auto shut down le. so is my brain , abbt to disfunction le. School was a pain. Teacher naggin and nagging , it was like forever, non-stop. Finally sch ended .

Met kanaku dear , he was waitin outside the sch . Dumb rachell , she look so stunned i guess . He sent me home , shower and changed. Went down asap. within 30 mins. i think . Thanks dear for waiting. Took Bus 12 to Downtown. Saw Ernie Kor kor , He also Nv sae Hi to me , Just Knock my head. Dumb !

Made out way to Escape. As we made our way there , we saw Escape closed . SIAN DIAO !!!! cabbed down to Tampinese mall and watched a Movie. Kong Fu Dunk Starring Jay Chou. There is a Good mixture of Action and Gan Dong de Scenes. Xspecial at the ending.

We Went to took neoprints ^^ . It is wif him , Coze too big can't fit into my small bag >.<>

* shall post Picure of us soon *

Read tis article >>>> http://news.yahoo.com/s/livescience/20080211/sc_livescience/thescienceoffairytales

It just Make me Even believes fairy tales will come true one dae. somedae. to qote [ Perhaps some fairy tales are more grounded in reality than others. Or maybe these precious stories are exactly what we thought they were. An idea is fertilized by the imagination and expanded beyond what seems possible. Or maybe science has come so far over the years that scientists are looking beyond the problems of the physical world and into the imaginations of children for their inspiration ]

2008-02-11T07:22:00.000-08:00

Last Dae Of CNY Before school re-open Sian X 10000000000000000. Anyway , tat was my mother and me , and the photo below are in a big big mess. thanks for understanding

Camwhore =X No narh , i like tis top...
i lose again narh , hais , where is my lady luck ? bring me som luck can ?
My cousin beside me , he look like a malay boy so dark.

the big prawns my grandmother is abbt to cook it for dinner , yums !

My cousin , actin Diao , dumb !

My sis
hahas , comment ?
me and my mother , tat chong sum is i choose for her de . nice ?????

2008-02-11T06:47:00.000-08:00

my last dae at my gandmother hus.

i saw tis marbolo box on the table.
the bus stop. unique? special than singapore. Looks like a Haunted house.
started dish
shark fin ,

fish ,
duck meat , there are still soeother dishes ,but i never take photo
went to the beach , whole family .

messy hair , blow by the wind.
all black , at my granny room.
my ah ma, i take de photo for her . the water was milky , and yet they still play in the water.

a mother cat and 3 kittens.
can spot a si jiao she.
can spot another shi jiao she.
artistic photo ?

beach , when it is low tide.
the monkey , we fed.
one of the cute monkey.

2008-02-11T06:24:00.000-08:00

Tis is the 2nd dae i am at malaysia , 2nd post .

the monkey holdin on to the baby , can spot it ?

Artist photo
Artistic photo

This wild dog , was standin at my grandmother hus gate , it just won't move to other place.
My cousin, phone Sux. the Picture , so blur
2nd photo , i took wif his phone . nt tat blur le bah.

After shower , Just finis styling my hair. Notice tat hair dryer , is mine , I BROUGHT to malaysia de . Just to style my hair .
can't wear the si wa and walk ard the hus . Later slip and fall , so just wear shorts nor. hope it still look good.

I am drinkin . 1 big cup neh.

My cousin think he is sec 1 or 2 bah, intrested.
Living room. rotting my time off
My mother helping me to make my hair, And teaching me how to make .

2008-02-11T05:54:00.000-08:00

Sorry , it has been long since i last blog . Here is the CNY photos , i took at Malaysia. Hope u guys enjoy. it will be broken down to 3 diff post . Each on each dae.

EVE of CNY

Playing the fire crackers , notice my dad car ? tat fire cracker was one of the 5 diff types we bought.

trying to pull off a stunt. To put the lighted stick on my mouth. 3 lighted stick at a go. I nv fail to take up challenges.
All 3 sticks ^^ i did it ^^

Forget abbt my expression , but , My sis was tryin to light another fire cracker , while i try to be funny wif her. * ridding a FAT horse * * randoms*
the journey to Malaysia is Super super long , 3 hour ride i think , decided to add clips on my hair , to kill time. UNIQUE ? Weird ?

Angry daughter , Surprised Mother
Smiles SIAN , sitting for 2 hours le .

2007-12-28T05:10:00.000-08:00

weets~ i see many Dust in here , Good or bad ?

Another 3 more daes to 2008 , which also means tat another 4/ 5 more daes till school reopen ? SIAN-A-Zillion. Means morning need to wake up early early again . haiz. Look on da bright side , i can Meet up wif friends- Rachel . everydae. ^^

Ytd nite have a very weird dream. ( shalln't talk much ) Woke up, smilin to myself like a complete idiot. >.<>
Till ard 3 plus , hong xion called me tellin me he goin down to simei , ask want to meet up marh. Agreed , showered and had a quick lunch. Was eatin half-way , then he call again , sae reach le . Faster wrap up my carrot cake and left the hus.
Met him , went to meet his another friend , dun noe wad is his name , sounds like terry or terrence. Wad ever is it. I realli dun noe =X i am not being rude. but is the fact i realli realli dun noe marh.
here are the Sneak -Preview of the Picture i will post up soon , from the EOY

Dollies Aka BJD ( ball-Jointed-Dolls) These dun come in cheap cost ard 200 plus. At least. So is an Expensive Hobby. Onli For rich ppl.

Tifa lockheart , The chara which i might cosplay. hopefully i can do a good job like her ^^

BJD again , i so like the dolls , they ar Pretty aren't they ?

Sexy ? Hot ? Love their Dressin

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Gazette de Video <3>
- Dun be mistaken i still Love Ancafe NAPPY -

( pause the song at the side to watch video )

Silly God Disco english sub

Filth In The Beauty

No 666

2007-12-21T05:48:00.000-08:00

Went to catch a movie tgt wif my mother and my brother. Actually wanted to go to my grand mother hus de , but my dad took half dae off , so he came back wif-out tellin us ,thus we had to change our plans due to time limitation. lols. dumb
Watch Nation Treasure . is it , kinda of forget the tittle le . it was nice , wif all the cool gadget and stuff . And the twist of the Movie was real unexpected. nor . Nth much , Saw a nice watch gonna to buy it.
OMG centry Sq changed so much , i want to go shoppin there , wif cash on my hands.
Sian sia , next year , so many ppl nt goin up to sec 5. example Kuro ? so many opt for Shatec or ITE . haiz . Must keep in contact neh. Kuro , Dun forget me ^^

2007-12-20T07:57:00.000-08:00

It was a last min decision, Since my dad took the dae off ,
my mother suggested to head to Sentosa to the underwater world , onli when we were in the car. So my Attire was totally OFF >.<>
Everyone got changed and head to sentosa by my dad wheels. There was a conjestion , at the turn into sentosa , so kinda of wasted our time there. As my dad does not want to go in , so we went in tgt wif my mother.
There was so much changes in the Underwater world. There was the touch pond , and a newly added , Feed pond for the Sting Ray - tat one which killed Steve steven. And there was another tank , which was to feed food to the salt water fish and the fresh water fish.
Of coze i laid my hands into the touch pond , touched the bamboo shark , starfish , Fish , Sting ray. nice experience . There came a tourist which asked me to " model" so tat he could keep the photo for personal keep-sake. HAHAS , it was a AUSTRIAL Guy, he is Hot . PSSSS lols. Kinda of acted touchin the fish while he take snap shots. hahas . shule have take some $$ from him lols.
WEnt on to the Sting Ray touch pool , Saw jason there , he was working there . SHIT , my attire was totally Off , Wonders wad is he thingk right now ? thinks he shule be laughin bah . ( cross my finger , hopes he doesn't)
dumb IR project , make the whole island No water for dun noe how long , make me cannot wash my hands and those who use the toliet - sister , cannot wash the hands and flush the toliet , dam smelly . WTF
There was the usual tunnel , which one can enjoy the view of the fish. I stared hard at one of the GREAT WHITE SHARK , it eyes were , " xiong" as if goin to eat me up , wif it yang sheng , omg , if i were to be face to face wif in the deep ocean , wif out tat thick glass in the middle of us -shark and me . tat could have spelled death or even worst , i could have jumper out of my skin. wonders , how can people be clam when the are face wif face with the great white shark.
After tat , went to Vivo to have dinner , and went back home in time to Watch Witch Yoo Xi. ^^ and feed my dog .

2007-12-19T22:06:00.000-08:00

Got back my result the first dae , managed to make my dad believe tat my Result are nt tat bad. wif the help of my tuition teacher.

she sae , i gt the Highest - for english ( 3 pts) , in all her year of teacherin . then wif 7 pt is nt bad, she see me as a POLY student . WEET WEET ~~~ She chatted wif my dad , kinda of help me to put across some message to my dad . In another way , so instead of me talkin to my dad , tellin him , where and wad i want to do and be . My tuition teacher , told him . Coze , my tuition teacher she sae i am like her daughter , wad i like , her daughter also like , aNd wad her daughter like ( as in course , intrest) she also like.

My Dumb , bird brain ,sister went to poh my mother sae , aiya onli N lvl marh , just like pri 4 goin up to pri 5 nor . Goin to " distribute " the student into diff level onli mah . Some more 7 pts another 3 more jue GG liao marh , nth to happy abbt . And dun noe , wad the FK she still sae to my mother . My mother haven't even congrets me or sae wad yet. Kao , she SUCKS ! i am the big sister here , just because i give way to her , she thinks i am easliy to be step on. Yes i noe , i kinda of soft heart when treatin her , help her tis and tat , nv Backstab her . But wad did tat bitch did , BackStab me , Two headed snake , some more still act as if she is chio and all of the ppl wants to be her friend. STUPID DUMB BITCH !!! Who will help me to get rid to her ?

Madeline , nv go and give the "blue form " back to the sch , which means she is not goin up to sec 5 nor. She is goin to shatec , JEALOUS sia , shatec seh , anyway , eh kan diao my blog , remember me neh. and bake me some pastry or wad when u are in there . BEST if it is chocolate de ^^

Went down to Bedok to eat tgt wif my mother, we walked walked walked , then walked diao , hong xiong , anthony workin de shop. Saw a nice pari fo shoes there , some more is my mother choosed de. asked Hong xiong to get me a new pair . Sadded , dun have . And the onli pair is weird ? one is purple in colour another is in blue. Coze hong xiong Colour blind tat why , cannot see . Asked Anthony to see , guess wad they were at da back carrin new stocks , and the were bared ( just the top onli nar) .

Hong xion best , asked me if i noe reng hao ? i sae , nope , then he ask ren hao out , ren hao also dun noe me . lols. maybe his lao ren chi dai zheng is realli working up le bah. >.<>

2007-12-18T07:39:00.000-08:00

17 Dec

The night before i get my result i couldn't fall asleep,
as i lay in my bed , the songs in my MP3 played non-stop.

Those songs played in my mp3 seems to brought back memories , happy , sad , heart breaking ones. It took my mind off from tml - gettin results. couldn't fall asleep till 3 am. i guessed. Wanting to let go some stuff are hard to do so . But i will try to let it go just like how u have let it go ...

18 dec

Woke up super super early the next dae, my dad just happen to step on my bed , i just jumped up . like wad u see in chinese drama , thos zombie like tat , except tat , i dun look like one.

In-order to kill time , i decided to re-wrap the Present i am abbt to give to RACHELL , and yeah kinda of killed time. CAlled up Jian zhi to chat , talked so much abbt the future , if pass how and how , nv pass then how and how nor.

As the time gets closer , madeline called , to make me feel even worst , make me gan jiong sia. the more the more i tok to her , the more gan jiong i got. Met rachell and madeline and proceeded to the school hall.

VP change to an indian lady , * wonders , will we get to eat curry when sch reopen as an welcome back dinner/lunch * lols .

Got my results ,from the teacher , something funny happen . When want to flip up and see the result tat time , teacher called me back ask me go sign the paper , i faster sign and walk away , want to go see my result liao . Then call me back again , ask me to write date WTH . DIE DIE dun want to let me see my result jue shi liao lar .

Gt so many 4 and onli two 3 siao liao nar . tot cannot make it le , then Kuro reminded me i still gt O lvl chinese . so overall still can make it to sec 5 wif 7 pt . YES 7 PTS !!!! . 11/ 80 ppl didn't make it. i nt sure who are tat 11 ppl , kinda of blur.

SEc 5 hard sia , Rachell asked me to go up lar pei her . then i ask madeline to go up sae dun want , want to go ITE , keep on persude her . dun noe wad her decision , but . Hope she will be happy wif her decision ^^

Hong xiong , coze his RED hair , cannot go into sch and take result , so gotta wait til tml , hopefully he can make it to sec 5 . TAlkin abbt dyed hair , my sch , like no ppl dye red sia , all dye Golden yellow , or brown . UNIQUE bah .lols

All da best ppl !!!! Jia you bah , Hope to see u ppl again next year . ^^

2007-12-15T18:11:00.000-08:00

todae finally can blog le ^^
Things haven't been much smooth for me, these few dae. Keep thinkin abbt the past. Thou is the past le , Shule have let it be the past le , But Places tat we have been to , song and some other stuff could link it back to him. Makine me miss him... anyway. bu shi ni de , yin yao ye me you yong.de lai de ye bu huai kai xin.
Last few daes , decided to me more family or-rentated. Went to have fun , went escape wif my family tgt , went wild wild wet tgt, had fun and laughter. Benn long since we last have so much fun le. everybody was like enjoyin nor.
Daes before , Tried to call larry , he nv pick up the call , make me worry sia. Then , decided ,suan le narh , let him contact me bah. Kao , cannot sleep sia .Was talking abbt larry to hong xiong. And also jio hong xiong to go to the EOY event.
15 dec , WAS the big dae , went to EOY !!! tio pang sei , kuro cannot make it so lucky i gt ask hong xiong go. Went to meet hong xiiong de hus downstair. and went to expo. was walking to Hall A-F. i nv see the sign board, then walk till the wrong hall , almost go into a buddist de event instead of the EOY >.<>
Sat down at coffee bean and drank coffee. cos i nv cosplay so go there look ard nor.got loads of Nice cosplayer and some cos-fucked. serious. some from the back looks , wah beautiful neh , but when turn around was like O-M-G. some the coustume was B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L but just dun suit tat person.
There was tis lady , she was cosplay as dun noe wad anime , she dressed like a WHORE. serious, she wore a long dress , then the split at the side was super high , from where both hong xiong and i sit , we could saw her legs and her big tights. And hong xiong sae she wore G-Strings lols. Hong xiong , u gt sore eye mah ? hahas
after tat , gang hao yu diao Ashealy ( i think so ) chatted awhile then sae bye bye. There came Joses SIM tat dumb donkey, didn't know he also will attend such stuff de , tot he dun even talk abbt it de. ( corss my finger ) hopefully he did noe see me .
Germain , dun noe if u still can remember mah , hui yin , tat pri sch de germain arh tgt wif hui ting they all de. remember ? Gosh how beautiful she was be come. almost cannot remember her.
Saw a group tat cosplay as Gazette ,Looks very alike , xspecial retia. super Handsome sia. lols. ( going crazy) lols.
took the MRT to bedok tgt wif hong xiong to buy cigg . and then went to find anthony . So long nv kan diao him le , he turn handsome sia . hahas. Take care narh. ^^

2007-12-05T22:35:00.000-08:00

i am sick !!! went to see the doctor in da middle of the night. Because it was itch like F**k. The doctor told me tat i have an allergy ( which i dun even know how to spell the whole term as it sounded kinda of GREEK to me), which can be trigger by either food colouring , food , stress, animals. It a normal Condition which will appear in most of the people , mostly due to stress. And i was running a Fever .As long as the Allergy does not afffect the Throat , Lung . is it save .He sae i have 2 choice , 1 to Have an injection ( which was a NONO to me) , or to consume medicine . i faster sae medicine will be fine ^^ whoosh tat save me from an injection. INJECTION are scary...

After the consulting , i tot is over , nah i ate nth but KFC the whole dae . impossible tat i am allergy to KFC . The fast food which i have eaten for YEARS !!! so it shule be stress. Went for supper and went back home.

Rachell is back , Ivan kor kor i back. hahas. Both of them are back from their trip. Rachell to Korea , While Ivan to India.Gonna call them to check them out !!

18 is like coming so Freaking soon. Omg , Stressed sia. all da hopes pinned onto me . will die one narh. see how it how it goes bah.

2007-12-04T17:31:00.000-08:00

sorry , i am kinda of busy these few daes,
so there will be daes when i am too tired to even see the computer=X thus no bloggin and no reply of comment in my blog =x
it has been like year tat i have added picture and even update my friendster. Guess wad , i dun even rememeberin entering a competition , in a club. And i am the winner , for kawaii club , Mickey and Minnie cat...hahas. Qi ji bah , i nv ask plp to vote and stuff neh. But sian half , coze it has become a past le .

thanks for the short . but happy times u gave me =)
ytd was pulled to the theme park. didn't take photo at all coze the Hps are in the locker. Went tgt wif my sis friend and my cousin. i tot they was goin to shop ard , and nt go theme park . And as usual i pulled my black tee on and a shorts. Kao the zhao fan , ask me to wear white , Fu ye them nor , wear a white spagitte and my shorts.
Of all the places they went to the theme park. Played ard , there was a ride , i think is called bumber boat , they wanted me to play. Kinda of slip of my mind tat i am wearin White Spagitte , wif a Coloured BRA. Wad best they all aim at me and made me super wet . And the spagitee was like Transparent. is like see thru- can see diao my black bra.
Had fun , Went back home , Was late . When on earth did i reach home on time de ? she tried to save her ASS by saein , oh we wanted to sit the last ride and does not want to go home. tat why late. Hello , She was the one who wanted to sit the ride.
Then i got a soft toy , from her friend , which was a guy . She down there Jealous , and told my mother tat , i "FLIRT" and Sai Jiao wif tat guy to ask him give me de. EXCUSE me , i did none of those , Yes i did sae i wanted the soft toys , But i was sae it while i was playing the game.
told her to settle for lunch outside the theme park , cheaper and more choice , she refuse , Nvm i am rich i can afford. She told a diff story , she sae , i wanted to stay in the theme park and settle for lunch de , Tat why spented all the money. WTF.
I hate her Fucking attitude, Gosh i wonder how her friends get along wif her ? her Fucking attitude , was so sucky tat i almost wanted to Give her a tight slap , Infront of all the guys friend. She has no Fucking common sense . It was super hot , and she wanted us to wait for her while she use the toliet. Of coze smart de us , went for shade . She sae it was my ideal ,Is All OUR ideal ....Not onli me .
There are so so so much stuff tat ii am super unhappy abbt her , Not goin to type le , My hands are Aching . Bu Zhi de , wei le ta er , make my hands ach.
Gene , Leaving for NS on da 6 , Which is like tml . HAHAs , Diao dan de wo , Keep on callin Him everydae , to count down to his " happy" daes. But deep down , I wish u all da best in NS bah. Dun smoke too much narh . U are polloutin the Air =X Take care , Joyce

2007-12-01T06:17:00.000-08:00

wow , looks like if i am not goin to start bloggin, the cobweb will start to grow le.

last sat i went to penang. Stayed in the hotel called holidae inn. The person gave us de room is nice ... Supre nice. thou is on the 2nd floor, we have our own balcony, not onli tat , we still have the SEA view adn also the Pool view.

Stayed there for 4 daes and 3 nites. Waked up super early everydae , to enjoy the breakfast. Went sunbathin almost everydae. There gt so so so many ang mo nor. See them suntan till like so fun , so decide to join in. Well i had my fair share of tannin.

Went to played the beach for 4 daes. Saw the BEAUTIFUL sunrise early in the morning.the beach was a nice place to relax. Kinda of sorted my tots there. ( will up load picture then explain on da way)

Came back to singapore , something i never expected happen. we broke up . It was kinda of unexpected. Serious. thou i somehow feel weird weird abbt us before i went on the holidae le, but anyway. During the Flight to penang , my mother chatted to me , i was kinda of surprised tat she asked abbt BGR stuff. i Kinda of sae , yeah i like a guy ( is LOVE , but i didn't sae much as , i wanted to wait till we have be tgt for a long time le then if my mother asked i will sae. Coze , i dun want her to later think how come i go wif guys for a while then break le and anyhow think. ) well guess all these won't be happening le bah. Told him wad i wanted to sae, Shall not sae much here .

Just want to sae tat He is a nice guy , treats girls very well de . Maybe is not my fu qin to have him as my Bf bah. But , at the end i hope i can be his good friend bah. I also want to thank him for wad he did for me in the past 1 mth. thou is just 1 mth , but i am realli happy in the 1 mth. And i wish him Qing Fu . I hope he will be a Qing fu de Wang Zhi tgt wif the Princess tat he Loved , sitting on a horse of white.

I am Fine , Serious . I want to Play Tarrot Cards. Coze It is cool , and one more thing abbt it is tat , Those who playe tarrot card cannot Fall in love . I think tat will be great bah , Saved me from alot of stuff. i am kinda of tired of R/S , Can i take my heart to the Beach and let it relax , and have fun ? can i ? i dun noe. anyway , i wish him all da best ......

2007-11-21T04:19:00.000-08:00

Todae i woke Super duper early todae. Dun noe all of the sudden wake up. As if something made me wake up all of the sudden. Maybe due to Nightmare bah or wad.

I WOKE UP AT 7Am FREAKIN early rite ? hahas. Lay on da bed till 8am. my dad left for work then i go out of my room to use com.

Surf surf Surf kan diao a Anime call Zombie-Loan . Kinda of nice . Serious. thou is a short anime but is nice. Something like Bleach , But not like bleach gt so many ep. instead i think onli gt 11 ep in total. but i started watchign from the 5th ep.

Baby , You reading my blog mah ? if you are , can u contact me ? hao jue hao jue mei you he ni shou hua le. I leavin sg for peneng on tis coming Sat . Can we meet up tml ? My flight is a SQ flight , a morning 6am de flight. Chao early de bah. Dear wo ai ni .

Madeline , Arligato , For your keep on reading my blog. Guess u are the onli one reading bah. and taggin me bah. smile . ARLIGATO !!!! saw your blog. Maybe i will be d same as u bah. i dun noe neh , The future looks kinda of Blur and scary to me and i am like taking things as each daes goes by. i have no plan for wad is comin up in life. Just tat i want to Make my dream com true. I am still searchin for tat golden chance to make my dream come true. Shatec is also nt a bad choice, But i yearn to go into a poly an study Mass com or another course tat is In Republic poly offer. Maybe tat course will make me be nearer to my dream.

2007-11-20T03:23:00.000-08:00

i want to cut my hair like hers , But i dun think my mummy allow

Todae kinda of piss off. Todae my brother has Badminton de competition . He is in for the Double ( nt very sure the term for it - jue shi 2 player on each side de) Did not go to and support him , Kinda of lazy. I noe i very bad.

Came back , Saw my dad nv sae much abt the compeition , so guess is either he loses or got the wrong date liao. But to my Surprise , Is his partner , never Come for the Competition. WTH . Like tat means my brother cannot join the rest of the Competition = Straight out le .

Kao super Piss off narh , Because of his dumb competition of his , i cannot go Korea . Then todae , tat friends of his Do stuns. He nv attend the competition. Kao, super piss off narh , feel like Scolding all the bad word at him. Wah lao , feel like i tio trick narh . kao whole holidae gone , all thanks to tat irratin boy . or wadever.

My brother , think gt my D&N too bah. He, sae when sch re-open he goin to bash tat guy up ...... ( all the beatin and bashin , i dun want to write out narh )

tat all for todae bah , did nth much le , except for watchin a show, jap show. Anyone intrested in attendin a underage party at flush . Give me a Tag at my tagboard.

2007-11-19T03:01:00.000-08:00

todae is the 19th Nov . 1 mth ago de same date. I made a promiss , a jue ding to be tgt wif one fine , Dashing guy name Mah Wen Jun Kenny . Most importantly a person whom i am in love with. And i have never regret making tat decision of mine.

In the past one mth , thanks for putting a smile on my face. Thanks for being there for me , my last mins changes. Thou i am not like any other girls so wen rou , so girly or feminie . i am inmature at times , in terms of thinkin and stuff. But i hope in other aspect i can cover it up for it. And i'm sorry if in the last mth you find tat i am realli realli very childish. i dun noe why , i am so childish. Maybe sleep too much le . like pig like tat le bah. Callin u names like PIG , GOLDFISH , DONKEY , MONKEY.

Wang Zhi And Gong Zhu Are Meant To Be Tgt Forever Like FairyTales With A Happy Ending. Just like Cinderella . One day , i will break free from this castle and ride tgt wif you on a horse of white into a place we call our own.

on da bus .
random
toy section
OG Has been Renovated
voodo Dolls .

2007-11-18T01:31:00.000-08:00

My mother is naggin me to go pack my cardboard >.<>

She ask me dun want to wear de throw away. But there is no such term such as dun want to wear, coze i can wear simply everything , is just a matter of fact do i want to wear or not. Believe it or not , i still have my pri 5 shorts and my pri 6 tee-shirt . =X

Also nt my fault , who ask , mu aunt keep on give me their yi fu . And my mother keep on cannot wear le then pass to me. Plus i buy de. Tat why so many narh. Nv think then nag >.<

Raining , HEAVILY now. Can't wait for tml. Hope he remember tml is wad date . ^^

Need to go pack liao narh . if not she won't stop de irratin seh.

sec 3 tat time . forgot how it ended up in my com. Anyway , can find where am i ?

2007-11-17T06:27:00.000-08:00

MADELINE GOH IS BACK IN SINGAPORE !!!!! She is making me go green , She Claim she brought alot of FACESHOP de stuff coze it is cheap !!! wTh . Somemore nv buy for me . sobs. SELFish Girl !!!!! Anyway , Welcome back to sg narh.

Went back to my tuition centre to pass the SUNFLOWER to my teacher and gave her a hug . OF ALL THE TIME , he ( Jason ) must also go to da tuition centre , making a payment. He saw me and asked where i was goin. i sae go home . ( didn't want to sae much , coze he has itchy fingers). From there , he followed me. Purposly went to da toliet , thinkin tat he will nt wait . He waited . WTH.

Made my way to bedok , ( the opposite direction of his) he followed and sae he very free till 4 plus. i cooked up excuses tat will make him go away. he didn't . Something made me remember tat ANTHONY todae gt work , so i faster go to his shop.

Askin help from him, He was serving a customer . After tat , he sae he want to tok to me , then walk to the back alley nor. TAT jason he stand outside , wo meng cheng ta bu zhu yi shi , jue walk away.

He Escort me to da bus station , walk half-way . He kan diao jason. Heng jason mei you kan diao wo. took another longer way to a bus stop . to AVOID HIM !!!! ANTHONY sae like playin CS on a mission =.="' ANYWAY , THNAKS le ^^

Went back home , nt long went to my club. Had japanese international buffet for dinner. ate quite alot. gt sashimi, alot of salmon de sashimi. if onli wang zhi was there....As for the dessert section , there was a CHOCOLATE FOUNDUE , chocolate cakes , browine , carmel "jelly" , cupcakes , strawberry cakes , cream puff , green tea cake , mango jelly and also some kaya roll. ATE all of the item listed above in the dessert . eXCEPt for the KAYA SWISS ROll. kinda of nt nice , by the appearance.

Super full , used the chocolate to decorate the plate . and wrote " NYAPPY " . after tat , my mother was kinda of enchated to tis guy singin all the oldie english songs. Sat there for an hour or so.My mother dedicated a song , and ask my brother to pass the sheet of paper to tat guy. And the light shone to our table. somemore we sat in da front . my dad was away , he dun like to be in da limelight. >.<

Went back home after tat. i like a song tat he sang my mother sae is Johonney don't cry . something like tat . super nice

` [ madelinee _____ . ]] • • the 7 days 6 nights were such a torture. • • says:
i give u a few face mask ba
` [ madelinee _____ . ]] • • the 7 days 6 nights were such a torture. • • says:
faceshop face mask
` [ madelinee _____ . ]] • • the 7 days 6 nights were such a torture. • • says:
at spore 1 for $4.50 or 3 for $12
` [ madelinee _____ . ]] • • the 7 days 6 nights were such a torture. • • says:
tt side one for abt $1.60, 10 for abt $16
` [ madelinee _____ . ]] • • the 7 days 6 nights were such a torture. • • says:
issint it freaking nabei cheebye cheap?
- Joyce Wants To Be A Xiao Gong Zhu - says:
sure
` [ madelinee _____ . ]] • • the 7 days 6 nights were such a torture. • • says:
i buy abt 26

My creation , the light too dim tat why the picture like low quality
NYappy means , hello ^^
The Whole plate . Nt enough chocolate to draw the girl.

my brother sucking the cup . dumb
Nappy !
Bang ! as the gun went off.
Live band !!!

2007-11-16T06:01:00.000-08:00

MY Legs Are sore !!! Shule have chucked tat stupidee shoe away . Is Causin all the Soreness i am feelin on my Heel >.< But i an not throwin away yet , coze 1. is my fav , 2 . is Nt cheap , somemore not spoiled.

Anyway , woked up unusal Early so tat i can faster finish up the Favour my mother want me to help her wif , So tat i can Sneak out of the hus and meet Wang Zhi.

In da End we did not meet up . He was tired , so he is heading home to slp . The FAVOUR my mother asked from me was ------------ > pei her to go to ORCHARD road and buy yi fu.

Dragged my lazy body to go wif her nor. ( todae first dae somemore) MRT-ed down to orchard. Went taka. had my lunch . Was eatin , then notice a guy tat look familar neh. Some TV de ppl bah. Keep on lookin at me , eye contact sia ... thinkin i might be spotted by some director and might become famous. STUPID ME start to DREAM AGAIN . IT might come true de nor , see fei lun hai , for example , Most of the boys inside , are spotted de nor.argh !

After tat guy left tgt wif his friends , something funnier crop up. A lady walk past. she looks so so so like RU HUA . My brother , sister and me all laughed/ giggled, when she walked pass. onli after laughin then we sae , u saw tat lady so look like ru hua. HENG YOU MO QI !

Shopped till ard 4 plus . Brought My fav Cheese CAKE , But dun have Coffee Fav . sobs. Next time i will buy again. MRT-ed back to bugis.

My mother shopped at OG. Nv even go diao bugis street nor. WTH. Go OG see those aunty de stuff. aRgh. after tat took bus 12 back home . 1 hour ride , i guess. China guys are irratin , i was dozin off , and they chatted like no ones bussiness . As if the whole bus belongs to them . WTH.

Gwen suddenly call me , Suprise . Jeremmy called me just to lend my FIRE poi. shule i lend neh , He want to use it . Somemore i nv burn Before de neh . He want to go burn . Somemore , is for a charity show , nv ask me go . WTH . GRRR . Is over le bah i guess. haiz.

this is for myself : ( by ancafe , GO!! GO!! GO!! )

Raise the level of your wishes Jump in without being afraid of the risks
A pinch is something that turns into chances
Get onto the light and go to the future WIth your own distinctive style
Saa Carve out the best thing and go forward

In this age where grants are betrayed
You have to raise a camper city
I can see whats ahead

get chance carry out Hold your self-confidence on a big scale
get chance carry out Sound out the music and raise your feelings
get chance carry out Get on the beat and get on the wave
get chance carry out Let's kick it all over the place

Let's stop the cold things such as Timing out at the transmission screen
And giving up without pressing the button
Once you've decided, let's definately do it
Hold onto the thing you've hidden in your heart Cherishingly and strongly
GO!! Go forward GO!! Go forward GO!! Go forward

When the wind blowing us seems to blow out our light
Overcome it Isn't it alright to jump over it?

get chance carry out There are times you want to run away, but
get chance carry out The willpower that no one can protect for you
get chance carry out Change it to your own power and self-confidence
get chance carry out And let's fight

_________________________________________________________________

Ancafe song , i wrote it out ytd nite . Escapism
the Japanese version and the English translation
aren't these cute ?

Ru Hua , my Brother dun noe how to snap Shot >.< as he tries again , And fail , let the me do the job
Here , Does She look Like Ru Hua ? 70% alike

2007-11-15T03:24:00.000-08:00

Todae, Was woken up by wang zhi call. It was 12 noon le. LAZY pig de me !!! He told me he was at simei . Just wake up de wo , kinda of blur blur. tot he was joking. BUT he wasn't.

He was realli at simei de ITE =.=" . anyway , didn't want him to wait too long . so i quickly showered , and changed. The changin part was kinda of tricky . coze i am somehow or rather being influence by how the Japane Vk dress. so tryin nt to be too over , when goin out wif wang zhi.

Walked to East point looked for my mother . And then went to searchin for Wang Zhi le. Dumb Dumb de me . Never bring my ez-link card. Walked back home and take nor . ARLIGATO ! for accompanin me walkin back home. Gt my card le , decided to Take bus down to taka.

MADELINE I BROUGHT UR GOLDEN POO POO LE !!!!! WHERE MY BEAR ? Had my spagitee there tgt wif wang zhi. And went shoppin ard , went to book store to look for my book ! ( CURE ) dun have , or maybe i nv find diao. SOBS

Headed back home after tat . Slacked at some blk , stupidee people. ( won't disclose wad happen) . Went home , while he go to work. Waitin for him to knock off . He is Nose is RUNNING like a TAP !!! NEED TO BE Turned OFF =X

Impulse new video -------->http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=200848 . it contain fire Breathing !! RATING 3stars *** MUST WATCH

Yabe Ryo Diabolo ------------>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVJQTE36pHw Most of the tricks in the front Crab has already master it. RATING 2 stars **

do i look weird ? Perhaps i do, in my sense of dressin . Mei You Nu Ren Wei
Wonders Where is The Turn OFF button ?
Waiting ^^

2007-11-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

Mummy i want to Go to JAPAN , Not CHINA t!!!! I SA Jiao infront of her. My sis want to go AUSTRALIA. My mother was ringin up travel Agency asking abbt trip to CHINA , gosh ! wads best china just had a flood and crocodilas are running wild !!!!

All thanks to my SA Jiao , My mother spoke to my dad tellin him abbt the travel agency stuff and also told him tat she will like to visit Japan !!! almost Goin to FLY up to the sky le . Then again , she change her mind sae , take the airplane to japan is so ex, Go there dun need to buy things liao lor . Go CHINA better ! sian diao. Here the best part.... after much talkin ,
WE HAVE NOT DECIDED TO GO ANYWHERE !!! WTH Claps ?

Did nth much todae , other than fetchin my brother back from his sch. Just like a maid. How smart of my FREAKIN sister to sae she is tired ( still playing computer games and eatin my BEN & JERRY ice cream ) and will fetch my brother home on fridae. blur blur de me , GOT TRICK !!! fridae gt no sch coze is last dae , then is prize givin dae , so my brother nv recieve prize so nt goin to sch !!!

2007-11-14T05:51:00.000-08:00

Sae tat i am bad , Sae wad ever you want ! i am so irrated by GUYS WHO ARE DESPO , WHO ARE DUMB !

TO THE OWNER OF THIS NUMBER ------> 9397084*

You message me early in the Freaking morning asking if i was Joyce ! wakin me from my dreams . To see you rubbish message !

Which state nth much but , are you joyce ? i happen to see your nummber on the BUS SEAT ! it wrote tat you are despo for SEX !!!!

( 93970*4 , 9085435* and 9465815* and others )

May i ans all your qns at the same time ! i am NOT INTRESTED IN YOU PEOPLE ! and one more thing , i just dun get it why are you people so dumb till , such rubbish written on the bus seat or wadever , you go believe and call !!! Some are even thick skin to tat extend , even i have nt entertain them for so many daes , they ring up / msg me again asking if i was free for dinner . WTH is wrong wif these guys ?

DUN COME AND IRRATE ME wif such rubbish , COZE it will SPELL T-R-O-U-B-L-E from me . TRUST ME ABBT TAT !!!!

2007-11-13T04:40:00.000-08:00

My toe hurts ! I gt a flip nail. had to clip it away , if not it will ' fan ai diao wo ". While Clippin away tat flipped nail was a hard time. Gt blood come out !!! won't contuine wad happen or the whole blog will be abbt my toe nail !!!

Woke up super early todae. at 10am !!! Found tat my phone was dead . WEnt to charge it found out tat i gt 3 voicemail and a few message. Sorry , i think , Must be ytd nite waitin for wang zhi to knock off tat time chat wif people . then batt slowly to flat bah. Sorry wang zhi if i made u worry.

My family wanted to eat Turtle soup for lunch . Is was like a war , dun even like the smell. Smell so weird. Just the tot of the Killin of turtle and eatin it poor meat bring shiver down my spine.

JAPANESE people are smart people. Was checking out tis website , Saw tat the contact lense they provide are much much more variety than those Provieded in singapore. And one more thing , Lipstick Contain Fav. I Mean like when u apply , and when u kisses your another party on their lips. They will taste diao teh fav. How great isn't it ! Who knows , u might use tat as bread jam ! nvm.

Cure Store ( contact lense ) -------> http://tenant.depart.livedoor.com/t/mycure/feature_content?id=13751

From now , i will save money to get a trip to japan . A one-way trip to japan. Then live in there for sae 1/2 a yr. Work down there , Get into there de fashion and stuff. 1/2 yr later , usin all the Money i save while i wk in japan and buy a ticket back to Sg . * still in the process of planning.....

Things are getting complicated. Hope it turn out find. And hope he will take care while he is in the DB . i dun noe how long will you be in there, but hope tat u would contact me asap when u come out bah .......

2007-11-12T04:12:00.000-08:00

Was suppose to meet My wang zhi todae and Also RACHELL CHOO de. But never Meet any . Instead woke up late and yeah missed my Breakfast at BK tgt wif my sis.

Wang Zhi wanted me to meet him , in da afternoon ard 4pm like tat. After much thinkin , Dun want to meet him. IS i dun want not him . Coze , He ytd sleep very late , then todae wake up so early. Later at nite still need to work again. Scare he will tired himself again .Then fall sick how ? tou tong narh !

Coze Rainin , then Rachell dun want to go out . Anything narh , coze is she ask me to pei her de . Nt i jio her out de. Anyway. Hope she i fine bah

MADELINE !!!! which part of korea are u in now ? you just went a few daes onli. SO quiet , no one to tok to . Miss narh. My Tag board also like DIE le. SOBS . HAve fun.

So instead of meetin Rachell and wang zhi went to the library .Did something useful.Borrowed a CD - Speaking Japanese. And a few books. ( i an not a lazy pig, Nt like someone) went home faster install the CD. Wakakaka , i can speak Japanese in no time.( crossed my finger)

I WANT TO GET CURE tat magzine narh!!! 100over pages. Is abbt V-Kei !!! Fool's Mate is also not bad , but it does nt include make-ups tips of Vk stuff. More to interview. here are the links. Who can tell me where can i get these magzine in Singapore ? checked out a place online . It is selling at ard 17 dollar for an issue.Straight from japan, Wif out the shipping cost ! for 6 mths cost 100 over.

Cure magzine ---------> http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/magazine/detail_mag.html?KEY=2955#img

Cure Shop ------------> http://tenant.depart.livedoor.com/t/mycure/

Fool's Mate ----------------> http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/magazine/detail_mag.html?KEY=7825

Shoxx------------------------->http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/magazine/detail_mag.html?KEY=4537

a page from CURE a JAPANESE magzine
Kera , A jap magzine
Do i look werid ? i wore tis to a library !!! lols
YTD in the GYM , i dun noe is who take de
Ytd my brother take de , dinner time

2007-11-10T06:37:00.000-08:00

OMG , i cannot think back wad happen ytd. Wang zhi claim tat i fell asleep while talkin to him. Is tat true ? tat is super rude of me. No matter how hard i thought back , i still cannot remember anything like tat. Gosh. i did admit i was super tired ytd. But , i realli dun remember me doin tat mah. He still sae i SNORE !!! i dun snore de neh! how tat possible . Who knows he might be the one. kekeke.

Morning , was waken up by a house Visit. My aunt came to visit , OMG she saw my messy hair !!! my just wake up de face !!! and worst , not onli her , my " lao yi " . her two daughters . DISGRACE ! She visited awhile and left.

Did nth much todae. Went back to my tuition centre to collect some stuff. Saw my teacher , She passed me a small gift. Haven't open it yet. Later then open bah.

I hate RATS ! went to the tuition place de toliet. WTH , a rat ran pass my leg while i was washin my hands. As you can guess , how Loud i screamed. My sis came to the resucue.I dun noe how, She manage to pick the Rat by the tail. There is a photo of it. Anyway , she " torture " the rat. And threw it into the pond .

Chatted wif wang zhi , for a hour. Haiyo-yo , he is sick again. Must be nt enough sleep bah. Take more rest narh. And he sae on mondae , he might try inline skate !!! i nv hear wrong , he sae to play inline skate !!!

i want to leave tis place asap. I hate livin here , i rather have no money and stuff, Rather than Livin In tis place. i rather be blind and dun see anything than to have perfect eyesight which make me able to see his f**k up face. I just hate tis place. I will take all means to leave tis place. Promiss. Is Killing me man ! I will Bring My happiness tgt wif me when i leave tis place.

This picture looks complete wif out the 2 of us ( sis and me )
Peacock i found in some places
My sis Caught Tat Rat Which Made me scream !

Serve it rite for scarin me , my sis threw it in nt me.
a small Gift from my teacher , Happen to saw her todae.
[ Dear joyce , Wishig You Sweet Success in Everythin you do...Ad i'm Sure one day you'll Shine like a Star in your own unique way !! =D Love Mre See Toh ] I will shine in my own unique way !!!! Saw tat , Shine neh. hahaha
12 floors down , Wonders wad will Happenif i fall ?

My sis Cracked a Coconut and .... [ ytd]
Me playin in the baby pool , [ ytd ]
something i created from wad i ate for lunch [ ytd]
my new tee i brought [ ytd]

2007-11-09T05:25:00.000-08:00

Madeline tis is for you !!

A Great News For You , Even If u are having Ur PMS on the 4th dae , you can still go swimming. And the " blood " won't flow out . Serious. Is scientific proven kays. i nt anyhow sae de. it has to do wif the water pressure. Anyway , just get a Tampon narh. ( i also nt sure wad tat ) she is checkin it out !

Anyway , have fun in Korea. 8 dae neh ! Take alot of Photo neh ! And eat as many KimChi as u want. Oh yeah , Get seaweed , is Kinda of cheap. Coze is over there de product. i will miss you de ^^

todae , hmmm. Nth to comment abbt. Onli want to complain !!!! i want to complain !!!! My father Is so so bias !!! HUMP!

My brother gt the position of 35+ in his school . Wif complain from teacher tat he is nt payin attention and stuff. Thinkin back , When i was Pri 4 , I gt the 20+ position , i gt wack like F**K. My father saw his report book , As usual , My brother explain himself. tat saved him from all those wacking. I did explain nor last time. Wad better , He is using the computer the WHOLE dam dae. I last time wack le , still need to go do homework. WTF. SO unfair !!!!

i want to leave tis place. Is so freakin unfair !!! Everything also want to go put their head in and KPO ! even when i play wif my sis , My dumb father tot i was fighting wif her. WTH ! I want to leave tis place, Or at least , Go out the whole freakin dae , And dun go home till the sunset. Go home , to slp onli. Is killing me softly. Nt onli my brother Sucks , My sis sucks too. I hate them all , so irrating.

GRRR !!!! wad rubbish. And Guys out there , Dun Anyhow promiss girls , Unless , U realli mean it. Coze Promiss tis word means ALOT to me. A promiss is smth tat you cannot break. ( i nt sae u my wang zhi )

Tot , Tat gene will be enterin NS tml. CAlled him ytd , Wanted to wish him all da best. But Guess wad , He sae is during DEC. WTH.i Remember is he ownself sae is Tis mth de 10 de nor. Unless i gt hearing problem. OMG i am goin deaf. anyway , he sound kinda of weird. anyways use to be mine problem , but nt now . I am a new person.

2007-11-08T00:37:00.000-08:00

My tounge Hurts like Hell !!! No Thanks to the Hot milo tat my Sis made for me. I was lazy to make one myself so i " forced " her to make one for me . Gosh i shule have made it myself. It Was FREAKIN hot , and i took a mouthful , not noticin it was hot. My tounge , HURTS !!!!

I did nth todae. Seriously , nth. Not like my wang zhi , Play game and stuff... so i have nth much to blog about. Just helped my brother Finish off his project. Waiting for dear to knock off.Meetin Rachell On mondae. Hope She is alrite . Dun Cry too hard hor , If not eyes will POP out de !

Tml will be meetin him ^^ . Yippies !!! So so long nv meet diao him le ! I Will Xue to be not so naive de . Dun worry . smile. Just want you to know , I will be there for you de No matter wad. And i have a pair of good listening ear. Smile.

2007-11-08T00:27:00.000-08:00

When she walks away from you mad------[ Follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth------[ smile...then kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you-----[ hug her tight ]
When she starts cursing at you-----[ say i love you ]
When she's quiet--------[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
When she ignores you-------[ act cute so she'll notice you ]
When she pulls away-----[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst--------[ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]
When you see her start crying-------[hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking-----[ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]
When she's scared-------[ assure her you're not goin to leave her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder------[ tilt your head too..and hold her hand ]
When she steals your favorite hat-----[ let her keep it]
When she teases you----[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time----[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt----[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you----[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands----[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you---[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret----[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes----[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you----[ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart----[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over----[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin-----[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tightanddon' tlet go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you -Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her whenshe's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad,hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.-

When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

Guys post as: "i'd be this boyfriend."Girls post as: "A trueboyfriend " or "what a boyfriend should do... "

2007-11-07T02:49:00.000-08:00

谁可能带我离开这里?

Just reach home , just online on the Msn , Wang Zhi was the First to msg me . GEEZ !!! hahas . Chao kai xin de.

Went to Tamp to eat wif my mother . Met madeline there , Went to Bugis to Shop for bag. But upon reachin bugis , Instead , we shopped for bags and yi fu. Saw nice Skirts , it was the Flare skirt. Think i will look weird in it. DEcided to look for Pants . Vk type. like those photos.

Saw Favian , He tap me . i tot who. Anyway , exchanged a few words and left. Went to a shop , did not knew , it belong to one of the East Springian de mother de shop. The Clothes they sell there nt bad. Saw a nice Shirt . Anyway , Carry on walking . Brought 2 tee. Madelin brought 2 tee and her bag.

Mrted down to City Hall , Went to the My Playground. Saw the shop i wanted to shop. Gosh the stuff they sell there are FREAKIN ex. Wait till next time i save enough $$ then go there and buy. Sure buy tat pants , at most Pull my mother and Ask her to buy for me nor. hahas . evil evil.

Brought the doughnuts , it wasn't realli tat long. Later goin to eat it. Rushed my way back , coze cinderella needs to be home by 6pm. Sian tml public holidae , dun noe can go out mah. Super sian narh !!!!

Saw a Build-A-Bear de shop. Is so nice narh , The soft toys , is super super cute !!! i want !!! Shh , cannot narh , want tis and tat , will go broke de. Carry on walking back to the Mrt.

Maeline sae my Style of dressng is weird , Is nt narh. Just tat i want to be unique , be unique nor. Maybe our taste differ bah. But I do enjoy todae de shoppin tgt wif you. Anyway remember my bear wor. You sae to get for me de, Coze i gt pei you go shoppin todae.

I'm living in a Wang Gong tat look nice on the outside but nt in the inside. All the "tourture" is unseenable. i'm sorry , i can't tell u wad is goin on in there , as i dun noe how to sae to you. Maybe u are livin in a Wang Gong where such stuff dun happen to you, Maybe because of tat , i dun noe how to tell u . But i believe one dae u will take me out of tis Wang gong and Bring me to a place where we can call our own. i won't leave you no matter wad......

http://stores.ebay.com/Wai1222-CoLLecTiOn_PUNK-LOLITA_W0QQcolZ4QQdirZQ2d1QQfsubZ10332183QQftidZ2QQtZkm

isn't tis corset nice ? anyone want to make one for me ? or even buy for me ? i realli realli want it

i Want tis pants , i want to wear it to EYO !!!!

In the CAr

Random
New look ?
snapshot of chio bu
Waitin for the dumb mrt , which take so long to come.

I Want Chocolate
Doughnuts
Karaoke Queen , i brought it for 10 dollar
things to do , dun u think is unique ? anyway.

2007-11-06T01:23:00.000-08:00

omg !!! i am suppose tog korea too de nor ! al thanks to my dad and my brother . My brother de stupid Badmiton Competition , and my dad keep on tu tu , sae wad , gt money want to go holidae sure can de. dun need to scare dun have hotel stay or dun have flight de. WTH , Now he have to eat his words le nor , coze gt flight but no Hotel to stay =X
Madeline is goin to korea , so is rachell , where is mine ? i have gone last year but he promiss to bring us go tis year ! liar ! madeline will be followin tour , look at the package ! http://www.ctc.com.sg/travelpkg_view.php?travelpkg_id=573
i want to go visit the lotte world adventure park , Yong-in Everland , Songsan Sunrise Peak , Mysterious Road , Cheonjeyon waterfalls , Teddy Bear Museum http://www.teddybearmuseum.com/eng/tbmis_1.php3?tbmsubmenu=menu02 ,Seowipo beach ( the place wher stair way to heaven is flimmed i guess) , Hanwha waterpia and also the skii place!!!

Madeline sae she going to get me a teddy bear those couple de . One for me and one for kenny !! how sweet . i want to go TOO!!!!! stupidee people =X Make me cannot go ! haven't contact rachell yet.

Wang Zhi sheng Bing le, hao xian Bao Bao ta . Tml he won't be free , his sch ends lates. haiz . Anyways , Loves !!! I won't Let Anyone Snatch You away from me de !

不要知道為什麼, 當觀看 << 公主小妹 >> 時 ,
突然讓我很不自禁的回想過所去發生的事,
讓我我的眼睛開始填裝了淚花.....

2007-11-05T22:57:00.000-08:00

Money can buy a house , but not a home ,
Money can Buy friends , But not friendship ,
Money is the source of all greed and evil ,
So friends , Give me all your money , and let me suffer alone .

" I Miss My prince !!!! So Miss His Voice , His Hugs , All about him. He is The First Person i want to See !!!! " The Same sentence keep on ringin in my head thru-out the whole journey on the bus on the Way back to SG.

The Trip To malaysia was Short but great ! There was lots of shopping , lots and lots of Eating and Playin. CAn u imagine , in just 3 daes i gain 2 kg ! Can imagine le bah , How much of eatin there was. BUT i am NOT fat !!!

On the Bus , Played , And joked around. It was a Full 6 hour journey. My cousin , Fell asleep leavin me doin nth. Rottin , listenin to songs. After 6 hours reach the hotel and check-in. Went to sg wang. Shopped there.

Upon reachin there , My cousin state tat it was my heaven. Coze of the wad the youngster wore there. Anyway , Shopped and brought a few cloths. Went into a place called haunted house. It was Scary !! Much more Scary that singapore one. Quite a few funny things happen in there too. In the House , There was No Time for you to regain you Strength Before you shout. My legs were sore , due to the shoes i was wearing , wanted to wear my slippers tat i bring tml.

The next Day , Went to times Square , Went to play in the theme park. Kinda of cool. Loves DNA mixer , Is a ride tat turn 360 degree. Kinda of like sitting / place in a Test-Tube and being mixed. Played other rides. Ate alot too.Met , My kor kor there wif his Gf, both Leng Zai and Leng nui . Went out of the theme park , and hang out wif them for a while. Shopped tgt . hahas. ( now , They have broke up , coze tat girl went to play his feelings , anyway ....) At nite , went to the Street next to the hotel and brought a few stuff . Fell asleep at around 2am. My leg very pain , narh , Lend my slipper to her , coze she complain tat her leg pain. Hers is a flat shoes , my is heels neh . Who more pain, Some more still gt an mo the leg for 30 mins neh , i dun have. HUMP!

Woke up early at 6am. Showered , Went to shop around the street next to the hotel. Saw a Fight happen on the streets. Kinda of bloody. Well , had lunch and went back to the hotel. The Stupid bus made me wait for 1 whole hour ! gosh , sat at the lobby for 1 whole hour. My Feet was killing me !!!! Finally the bus arrive , sat in there as it head back to sg. I watched as the sun set , And the star slowly brighten up. I enjoyed the Sceneary on the way. The Nite sky was full of the stars , Plenty of stars. I could not take a photo of it =X. I have also learn tat , Some time, Something tat are beautiful can't be taken down by machines such as camera . It can onli be capture down by your own eyes. And if the Were to drive past , the Stars on the sky will dissappear....

Reach Custom , Stupid police asked if i was 16 yr old. Of coze i was, asked if i have made an ic. Wth, My aunty sae tat , i dun look like 16 . Coze 16 yr old where gt...... ( there she goes again ). On my phone , My phone rang tot was my prince who just happen to call me . Nope It was Zeyu , Wad great timing , told him to wait as i called my prince.

REach home , waited till 2am , chatted awhile . My prince , saw a old lady picking up cardboard on the roadside in the middle of the nite ! is 2am hello. He waked over and pass her some cash. i Gave him a kiss , he sae he dun want .Wad he sae realli make me love him even more nor . He sae , since i earn so much liao , see her so old still picking cardboard in the middle of the nite , so gave her some cash. Help people out mah , I dun wish or hope for any hua bao.

Day 1
6am in the morning , on the way to beach road.
My lolipop from candy empireon the bus , looked demure ?never sleep for 1 dae still look so awake .i am a girl and i sit diao like tat Munchin my lolipop to kill time
reached hotel de lobby
shagged.

Breakfast

the look i had after coming out of the haunted house
one of the shirt i brought.

this shop sell nice clothes

off to lala land.

Day 2

My uncle tgt wif a aunty who sell nice mua chi , early in the morning.
dun you think tis is cool the jacket ?
My cousin , the santa clause

bedside the road , near time square
just me
DNA mixer tat ride

in the process
as itflip to the back
to the front...
Wad i like after the ride

the kiddy ride , which made me dizzy
Where the train ?
smile , sis
random

i LOVE tis SHOP called i-SOCKS !!!! shit narh is for members onli. LOVES !!!
leg "an mo" , my sis wif the pink hair band , and my aunt on the far end
my cousin , and hi sexy leg
Nice sceneary nice shoes , but nv buy
the shop tat i love man !!! where i brought my gloves and socks !!! i want to go tat shop again, how come sg dun have !!!
dinner , still have some more dishes havn't come yet . dinner for 7 ppl

sis , cousin , me
aunt and aunt and my uncle - all tgt 7 ppl squeeze into a taxi !!!!Just a candyholic ! i miss him !

Day 3 emo-ing , coze too miss him le
eating off the streets

morning 6am de face. blur .
Lunch , Prawn mee , no chilli , but it is spicy .
Fancy a snake in a shop tat sell shirts
Waitin for the dumb bus

emo-ing
cousin me
aunt and me - wadwif my mouth ! weird , anyway
i am bored !!!!

2007-11-02T04:03:00.000-07:00

this photo belong to my kor >>>> aKiyA <<<

Wow , i am drinkin Heaven and earth de Jasmine green tea now. i tried to fall asleep ytd nite. But i just could not. No i am not excited for the trip till cannot sleep. Is i realli cannot sleep .

Wang Zhi Called around 2am goin to 3am. Chatted wif him. His Voice Seem to Change my mood. Chatted Chatted. Till i ask him to go sleep , as he tml need to work. My ke lian de prince. MUackS

Todae , went down to Vivo together wif my cousin and sis. Watched Game plan .kinda of a nice show. It was Funny thou. We Brought the A row Seat.Yes A , Nearest to the Screen tat row.

But , we did not seat at out desniated place. We went to seat at row D or E . Just sat there happily. Thinkin the people have forget to turn up for the show. Well , they did not. They came and sae it was their place. kinda of Awarkward. Anyway , Sae was sorry , saw the wrong row. and went to sat at row A. It was worth it , We sat at row D for like half of the show le nor. Sat there till the Show ended.

Went up to the Place where you can play water , think is call the roof garden bah. Took out my cardigon , wif my spagitee on , i played in the water tgt wif my cousin like total small children. Played Played. WEnt to the ARcade and play too. It was cold can , my shirt are wet nor , then the arcade was cold.

Anyway , went to CANDY EMPIRE to buy lolipop , those big circle ones. tgt wif my sis . went home after tat...

Brought my Card , i can contact my wang zhi when i am in Malaysia le. Hahas, so happy , still can talk to him .

For wad ever reason , i just could not fall asleep. I just could not .Zeyu called me ard 10pm bah , talk talk... then came larry Phone call talk talk too....( his call was on and off)...Called Anthony To ask him abt some stuff reg to Larry.haiz...Then my Wang Zi called me ard 2 am like tat chatted wif him [ i love chatting wif my prince].... Ah boy , not ernie . Called me ard 5 am bah , talk talk wif him. Anyway Want to Say Thanks You To Anthony Bah . Sorry neh , Wake u up When u sleeping. I realli dun noe wad to do le narh. Like you sae bah , Let things be bah. Haiz.

Alrite , off to pack my stuff . Sae real de , i also dun noe wad to bring . shule i bring my bear o.O ? Anyway , i will miss you all de. Loves to my dear dear. won't be bloggin , unless i can find a high speed de internet near my hotel.

she did not notice where she was facing until she saw wad the picture
she tried to act as if it stinks
* random

in the car towards simei MRT station

My sis , Me , cousin [ take 1]

In the arcade.
toliet
Nice mirror effect
* random

at vivo , playin the water
at vivo , playin water
model of the dae ?

COUSIN tgt . White , Black , White
Shitting
Candy Shot

Violent , capture and reported
Sisters
Sisters
my sis took it

fallin asleep soon I MISS Him !!!!
opps , i did not offer the seat.
My lolilpop tat i brought . I am going to eat it tml . =)

2007-11-01T05:57:00.000-07:00

尽管和你距离有多远 ` 我都此此刻刻在想念
要永远当你的小甜甜 ` 对你的爱永远不改变

Was waitin for my Prince to call me ytd. As he was playin Dota wif his friends. Waited Waited and Waited . Zeyu called me to chat , chatted wif him till it was time for him to go to slp. As todae, He gt his POA paper 2 . After tat contuined to Wait till almost want to sleep le, he finally call to sae he goin to shower. T-T

Chatted wif my prince till late. went to sleep till todae morning ard 11am like tat. Went online played a game or 2 on o2jam. After tat went to east point to meet my mother.

Saw someone who i dun feel like seeing de person. is it none other than tat bitchy AMANDA ! it totally spoil my mood nor. Anyway , She saw me , i acted like i did not saw her. her sis was tgt wif her , she came forward and confront me . ( shall nt contuine)

Can onli sae , Talkin to both of them is just a waste of my precious time . And it does not sae much of them by saeing i am a slut. So wad if i am a slut ? at least , i gt ppl want , better than u . Turn around give ppl money , people also dun want.

Took the train down to AMK , And meet wang zhi. He was playing pool , had a game over there. after tat , walked around the AMK hub and went back to tamp to have some snacks. Oyster mee suan , Pohpian , Deep fried sotong. hahas. After tat , went to take bus 38 home. Wang Zhi follow me till it reached simei. Sae bye bye on the bus nor.

Super se bu de him sia. hmm , He tml gt to work , so yeah won't be able to see him tml. shall wait for him to end his work bah.

Todae is my bestie de birthdae . Is it none otehr than rachell CHOO, de birthdae. Happy Birthdae , Thou he cannot pei you celebrate , But i hope your mummy wei ni ban de birthdae party can / would make u smile bah . enjoy !!!!

Last but not least , I have gain 2 kg , when ,madeline have lost 2 kg! WTH. anyway , i am goin malaysia , and i haven't pack my bag. my sis is already packing le . Gt so gan jiong mah , want also is fridae nite pack mah or Sat early in the mornin then pack mah. Is just go for a few daes onli. She also anyhow take shirt and wear de , Nt like me , will mix and match my clothes takes longer time to pack rite. i also nt gan jion she so gan jion for ? cannot understand wad is she thinking.

i miss my wang Zhi !!!! omg , just seperated for like 2hours , and i am miss him , gosh ! am love sick !

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rose ( i want blue and black rose !!! )

2007-10-31T21:10:00.000-07:00

The red rose whispers of passion,
And the white rose breathes of love;
O, the red rose is a falcon,
And the white rose is a dove.
But I send you a cream-white rose bud
With a flush on its petal tips;
For the love that is purest and sweetest
Has a kiss of desire on the lips

sorry i haven't been blogging , for two daes. As i was busy diao never touch computer till todae.

30th Oct 2007
Did nth much at home, woke up late. Went for my last sessio of tuition, Was at there till around 2 pm like tat . Wang Zhi sae we might meet , so tot tat we could have lunch together. Well , he ended school late so did not have lunch to tat dae. had dinner . Watched Tv till late. And went to sleep . Next dae have Chinese O lvl Paper.

31Th Oct .
Woke up super duper early can ! for the O lvl chinese paper. Met madeline Da Xiao Jie. Wanted to have breakfast de but never. Coze was kidna of runnin late. Took a Quick bite of a bread and went into the Examination hall. The first paper was 2hour. Sat there wrote the compo .As time goese by , Thou i am wearin a jacket i still Feel Super cold. Xspecial my legs. Sat thur the next paper wif out much things happening.

After paper , went down to bedok to find hong xiong, Tot can have a good luch tgt wif madeline and hong xiong de. Ate nt long , my mother called sae todae morning she forget to bring the keys and ask me go home .CAbbed home nor. wad to do.

After tat , went to east point wif madeline . WEnt to brought hair dye ,after tat she left for CWC. met kuro , walked ard the mall. Went to NTUC , Brough Food and left for my hus downstair.

Slacked there tgt wif him , ate mushmelloe and also chocolate ....

I' M crazy ~!

Dear ,i saw Tis Just Now While Madeline Brought her Hair Dye. Tot u Could Buy It next time and dye instead of dyin all Black.
He sae he dun want o be in the photo tgt wif me =( coze he look FAT ~!

Look who is behind me [ 31 oct ]
cannot le narh , dizzy [ 31 oct ]
Dizzy after spinning [ 31 oct ]

Model for Heaven and earth drink [ 31 oct ]
do i look nice in tis tube ? [ 31 oct ]
sleep on my tights [30 oct ]
My dog , FOCUS nt on me is the DOG !!!! [ 30 oct ]

2007-10-29T00:54:00.000-07:00

Just finish watching Gong Zhu xiao mei. When they are tgt they are so sweet nor. but the upcomin eposide is like sad nor. They goin to be seperated again. It just make me wonder MUST FATE BE SO MEAN TO COUPLE , PUTTING THEM TOGETHER THEN SEPERATIN THEM AGAIN.

hahas , Wang Zhi sae he won't leave me. So sweet rite. i also won't leave you de. smile.I want to shout out loud tat i like Kenny Ma Wen Jun. His My one and onli. Loves. Got to call Him wake up for work later at around 6.30 like tat.

The Whole morning , was together with my " ki ki " . She Was together with me at home all the time. she is so so cute . Keep on sleeping on my shoulder like a baby. hahas.

Todae is my daddy de birthdae, But how come like any other day , nth special like tat. there is Birthdae cake or wad. Anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAE DADDY !

CAlled Rachell in da mornin , she sound kinda of EMO, Ask her wad happen she dun want to sae. Think shule be her bf de stuff bah , Hiaz , if now is schoolin , think can "squeeze" out some info on wad is goin on , and wad is causin her to be so emo. If not wrong shule be her bf bah. Haiz , Her bf also one of a kind ( shall not comment much , she love him can liao ) . shall try contacting her later . See wad can i do to help her bah .

i will be heading to malaysia , on this coming sat. takin the 8am bus to KL. Maybe goin to Sunway lagoon tgt wif , jimmy kor kor , his gf , 3rd aunt , Peggy jie jie , Her bf , nigel , nigel parents .... ( more comin on the list)

Can we book the whole bus o.O . I want to bring my Wang Zhi go too. Kor kor and jie jie also gt bring their gf or bf go , i also want to bring My wang zhi go !!! Anyway , i will sure miss my wang zhi a million time de nah. maybe get him a wallet bah. someone asked me to get a pack of marbolo green & red.

I will bring my MP3 , Camera , My da da heart , Speaker ... ( enough , dun sae le .)

2007-10-28T02:53:00.000-07:00

愛如果走得夠遠應該也會跟幸福相見
承諾常常很像蝴蝶美麗的飛盤旋然後不見
但我相信你給我的誓言就像一定會來的春天
我始終帶著你愛的微笑一路上尋找我遺失的美好
不小心當淚滑過嘴角就用你握過的手抹掉
再多的風景也從不停靠只一心尋找我遺失的美好

was woken up by my sis call. she called to asked if i want a cockler spanner or a silky terrier. How will i noe wad is wad. imgaine you was woken up by a call and s/he asked you tis.

told her anything. well sae cockler spanner , as she sae is all black. my dad brought a Dog back home , Pure black de dog. is just 2months old.Next time take picture then show you guys.

Haven't eaten much since i woke up. can sae is onli 2 piece of toast. kinda of hungry now , but do not want to open up the door and see their face.

i miss my dear dear , he went to cut his hair todae. hmmm , wonder wad will he look like, dear take photo hao mah? thanks in advance =)

2007-10-27T00:43:00.000-07:00

Went out almost the whole
dae . Woke up ard 7 goin to 8 like tat. My family had went for their early breakfast.
Lucky they nv wake me up. God noes when did they leave the house.

Wore ALL WHITE to my
cousin buffet in the afternoon. kinda of crowded. There is not much Children
there or wad. ate tehre joked around. Left the place ard 2 like tat.

my Dad drove us to Check
out some shops tat sold Dogs. Did nth much there. even wad breed of dogs also
want to fight. hai yaya. Best is keep quiet like me. Tat time go i sae poodle
nice and ah pek dog nice. they disagree. Now they sae want to get a poodle or
ah pek dog or cockler spanner. What ever.

Did my hair tgt with
my mother. I so so hate the outcome. i told the person tat i wanted a big curl
like those princess de curl. Then the hair like princess de look. Oh my freakin
god. they dun understand wad i sae, they gave me small curl at the end of my
hair. Main qiang to smile and sae nice. my face look so long.

Went home tried all sort
of ways to make my hair look better . Goin to burst out and cry le narh.Wore
my boots and went there. RENDEZVOUS hotel is a nice place. the stair to the
ball room is like so fairy tale. walked up the stair. Both side also gt people.
Kinda of turn a few head. =) .

Scaned the whole place
looking for my cousin, he sae he will look very very different. Found him talking
to the Groom , my Kor kor. HE is DASHING !!! chatted and had our dinner.

Dinner was nice thou.
hahas. Wonder when will be mine dinner ??? reach home , i feel like cinderalla
, at the strike of 12 all changes back into normal. showered , and waited for
wang zhi to knock off. Loves.

Their wedding invitation card.

Their photo shoot . lovely rite
My cousin look younge. ( boy)
Chinese clothing.

Runaway Couple
i am in all white ?

do i look demure ?
Sister Tgt
Reach My cousin Hus. eatin
Caught Playin on the playground . SHHHH!!!

My younger cousin took de.
She is the person who too the photo. is she pretty.
eating the buffet.sucking pacifer =X
She tiein my hair.

In the car ...
My mother doin her hair.Tis is my hair. so ugly can !!! gosh . i want to cry le narh
How I wore the dress ? Do i look wild ?
Cousin. The three Bestie

Outside the RENDEVZOUS hotel In the ballroom. /dinner is serve in the meantime.
Half-face.

Half face again.
My baby. ^^ he call me mummy o.O
how old is he ...2 year old
Yeah 2 onli.

His funny face.
Cute ?
Jia en.Another of my cousin. she is cute.

Her barbie toy. erm where is mine ?

Back home sweet home

Do i look like a princess or not ?
Cats eyes, Doll eyes, Fish eyes, Ang mo eyes ....Wad have you not. i just like my eyes.
Getting late , Waitin for my wang zhi to knock off.
bye !

2007-10-26T08:59:00.000-07:00

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

Is think of you I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you

Woke up by Wang zhi sms. A Shocking SMS . He sae he lost his wallet. His LV WALLET. IS REAL DE !!!! GOSH. intotal he lost abt 500 dollar bah. gonna get for him a wallet. Kinda of cheer him up . Hope it does help.

Went to 201 to alter my dress. and also accompany madeline to Shunji Matsuo to have her hair cut and " style". thou i see no diff. Sat there doin nth for like 2hours. Starin at the mirror , watchin the hair stylist do her hair. blah blah blah. Alot of people keep on starin into my eye . Wad so weird abbt it. Anyways. Madeline had her hair cut at the cost of $ 34.25.

And as for me , brought my white eyeliner finally !!!! Next aiming for black lipstick and other unique colours. Saw a large range of lipstick colour at shu uemura. Gt black too. check out the web at here >>>>> http://www.shuuemura.com/ . It is going at 35 dollar. gosh need to save again . If nt i will be going to declare bankrupt again.

after tat went to " tuition" = slack there. As i dun intend to go home yet. kinda of eary. left tat place ard 9 like tat. Went off to look for my friend. chatted till late.

I want to go to japan !!!
I want to to be like her .
I want to grow fatter .
I want to leave tis place.

I just wen to the kitchen to lookf for food . Kinda of hungry ,mah. The cakes tat i stock up in da fridge all gone. ASked my sis is she ate it NICELY she sae : " cb lar , ask you to buy honeydew sago todae afternoon nv buy ." Of coze i replied ; " yes i have Cb , Wad for i buy for you? Tat time ask you to buy you also nv buy for me , why shule i buy for you first ? BITCH ! i ask again who eat my cake ?"

she went silence , Opened the top layer of the fridge , was lookig for BEN & JERRY de ice cream , another tub i brougt de , also gone. HOW PISS I WAS!!!! they went to eat my food. WIF OUT ASKING !!!!

i hat them man . want dun noe how to get it themself . WAnt to eat i alslo nv sae dun give. Just ask mah, Fcuk them narh , Eat All the expansive stuff. No wonder i am goin bankrupt.!!!! if onli i can kill them ..... =X

i want to grow fatter , So tat i won't be like her.
before i go and meet madeline
I want a make up artist

i sat in this seat for almost 2 hour waiting for madeline xiao jie
two shortie =)
blue eyes
her new hair cut
Madeline and me
madeline de backview
against the wall.
i alter the skirt till tis length.

i very yong gong studyin
my dinner
the moon i specially capture for wang zhi
beside my house d swimming pool.